tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-139174812011-04-21T14:06:40.173-07:00Entirelymenoreply@blogger.comBlogger261100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1139900669819811242006-02-13T22:26:00.000-08:002006-02-13T23:57:42.536-08:00kal finally, the unthinkable happened...(13th February 2006)<br />i got caught by the police...<br /><br />crashed a red light ... at least according to the policeman...<br /><br />imagine!!!<br /><br />as far as i remember, the light was still orange when i went through...<br /><br />khair, he asked me to stop...<br />pointed his finger at me like he was accusing me of something (which he was) to make me stop...<br />actually, there was another car that came out after me... but gathered speed immediately... so when the police caught us, he was in front of us...<br />he pointed at the other car also ... par the driver just sped by... i wish i had the brains to do that...<br /><br />khair... gari roki ... intazar kia...<br /><br />police wala bhi araam say aye ... jaisay tehel raha ho...<br />agay say road tax ka sticker check kia ... n i thanked my stars for mama kay itna jaldi banwa lia tha... (although ab tak waisay bhi ban hi jana tha)<br /><br />phir sahab driver door that pohonchay ...<br />'assalamualaikum'...<br />'wa alaikumussalam'... par i guess he didnt hear me coz he made that sound one makes when one hasnt heard.... huh?<br />'WAALAIKUMUSSALAM' (yeah , God bless you too:P)<br /><br />n he gave a satisfied grunt...<br /><br />'cik kerja kat mana?'<br />n im like ...<br />'kolej'...<br />matlab how dumb... words just wouldnt come outa ma mouth...<br />he asked again...<br />n i say<br />'i dont work i go to college'...<br /><br />surprise...<br />'oh college mana?'<br /><br />me: 'rima college... jalan ampang'...<br /><br />'cik ada lesen?'<br />n im like ... 'i do par its international'...<br />he's like ... 'haan haan international hi sahi ... woh bhi chalay ga' ...<br />so's i's show's him...<br /><br />'IC?'<br />n i show him the paki ic i have...<br />he goes through both for a sec...<br /><br />then he asks: 'cik tahu apa salah cik?' ...<br />i did a bit of quick thinking... matlab ... i know why he had caught me par i didnt agree with his judgement... matlab seriously... the light wasnt even red YET!!!<br /><br />so of course... i said NO i didnt...<br />lol<br />i lied! matlab... us waqt to itnay araam say kah dia ... ab khial araha hai...i hadnt realised kay main itni asani say jhoot bol daiti hon ... par really ... i dont think he was being fair ...<br />khair ... he says ... 'u dont?' (surprise... more like amusement... i guess he knew i knew)<br />main bhi budhu... i go like... 'but the light wasnt red yet' ...<br />(ah the cat outa the bag)<br />aur hamari argument shuru ho gai ...<br />he says... 'miss. agar lal nahi hui to main apko kiun rokun ga?<br />muje bhi is kaam main 20 saal ho gaye hian... muje is wardi main 20 saal ho gaye hain' (cant remember the exact words... par i remember the uniform wala part distinctly... i wonder why )...<br />n i realised kay ab to i'd have to resign to my fate... shukar hai i was not panicking ...<br />pata nahi... i might have gone pale... it didnt feel like i had... par from what happened afterwards i thought maybe my face registered anxiety... by right i shud have been frantic with worry ...<br /><br />niway ... i tell the guy kay im not trying to lie to him ... i jus didnt feel kay the light had gone red yet... he's like ... i aint fooling u either miss...<br /><br />course by now he knew kay i was from pk...<br />he's like policemen in pk are more aggerssive than those in malaysia... i agree wholeheartedly... ab har dafa bhi to ikhtalaf nahi karna na...<br />then with a fatherly air he explains kay my mistake would cost me<br />RM 300...<br /><br />:S then he asks me if that was agreeable for me ...<br />n im like ... 'ab hai to hai' ... (matlab main kia kah sakti hoon)<br />phir say puchay 'thik hai na ?' ('boleh tak?')<br />koi do teen dafa pucha ...<br />aur main chup....<br />matlab main kah bhi kia sakti thi ...<br />then he's like... kaho na kay 'thik nahi hai'<br />n im like 'huh'?<br /><br />phir apni kahani...<br />aap pk wapis jaengi to apnon ko batana kay police walay nay pakra...<br />blah...<br />blah ...<br />blah...<br />i distinclty remember seeing his lips moving par dont remember anything of what he said...<br />then he's like ...(continuation of his story)<br />'magar meri naseeb achi thi... police wala acha mila(yeh actually main nai khud socha coz by now i had realised kay kia ho raha hai)... police walay nay janay dia '...<br />n im like<br />'thank you thank you'<br />'really ! thank you'<br />he's liek ' thik hay na?'<br />im like 'thank you very much '<br />meri thx hi nahi khatam horahi thi ...lol<br />it was completely unexpected... matlab ... i was thinking i shud prolly beg or somfin... par i cudnt bring myself to do so ...<br />n since i wasnt... i didnt think kay he'd ever in a million years let me go ...especially after having lied and argued with him about whether the light was red or not ...<br /><br />ahhhh... such relief... seriously !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113990066981981124?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1139897961029324782006-02-13T22:17:00.000-08:002006-02-14T00:01:19.886-08:00im amazed...<br />there are so many convs. between psychowork and daggers1...<br />i guess i really miss him...<br /><br />i hadnt realised kay hamari itni baat ho chuki hai ...<br />aur yeh to sirf woh hain jo main nay save kiay hain...<br /><br />:S<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113989796102932478?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1138515265941065822006-01-28T22:12:00.000-08:002006-01-28T22:14:25.946-08:0015th November 2005<br /><br />Saara: (})<br />Sound of Silence: Saaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa;)<br />Saara: :)<br />Sound of Silence: ({)<br />Sound of Silence: salam<br />Saara: y do u like stretcin ma name so much<br />Saara: :P<br />Saara: wassalam<br />Sound of Silence: how come u are online right now<br />Saara: warahmatullah<br />Saara: hi wabarkatuhu<br />Sound of Silence: i dont know:) but i like it ..<br />Sound of Silence: hehehe<br />Saara: kal raat ko sofia was online ... a college mate tol her kay aj ki class cancel ho gai hai<br />awww<br />Saara: aww?<br />Saara: are u alright ?<br />Sound of Silence: yes i am fine<br />Sound of Silence: aww <<< coz u dont have class<br />Saara: :-O... who says i like goin to class?<br />Saara: im ova the moon<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: actually the guy who tol her ... is a complete liar ....<br />Saara: i think he was lyin again<br />Saara: par i don care ..<br />Saara: any excuse to miss the class<br />Sound of Silence: lol now thats funny:)<br />Saara: kiun?<br />coz he lied to you<br />Saara: nah<br />Saara: im jus sayin he mustav ...<br />oh ok<br />Saara: i cant b SURE that he did<br />Sound of Silence: hmmm ...ok<br />Saara: :P<br />Saara: so ...<br />Saara: wassup ?<br />Sound of Silence: nothing much...just came from a meeting<br />Saara: ahan<br />Saara: wat was it about ?<br />Sound of Silence: will have another meeting after 1 hour<br />Sound of Silence: besides this u are always on my mind...:)<br />Saara: :P<br />Saara: wat was it about ?<br />Saara: the meeting?<br />Sound of Silence: its about my new venture...<br />Saara: the present?<br />Sound of Silence: we had a meeting with the venture capitalist firm<br />Saara: woah ...!!!!<br />Sound of Silence: they will invest as partner...etc<br />Saara: eng plz<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: enture capitalist firm?<br />Saara: venture*<br />Sound of Silence: yes<br />Saara: ^o)<br />Saara: what is a venture capitalist firm ?<br />Sound of Silence: i mean venture capital firm....they invest in projects and ideas<br />Saara: u mean ... that's all they DO as a firm ?<br />Sound of Silence: they invest as a partner and rest is you...<br />Sound of Silence: they become a part of venture not the whole company<br />Sound of Silence: ..u there<br />Sound of Silence: (F)<br />Saara: yes im her<br />Saara: here*<br />Saara: ur messages werent reachin me<br />Sound of Silence: ok<br />Saara: khair ... u din ans a qs<br />?<br />Saara: u mean ... that's all they DO as a firm ?<br />Sound of Silence: yes<br />Sound of Silence: in a simple word yes they only do investment<br />Saara: ahan .....<br />Saara: nic e...<br />Saara: wats its name ?<br />Sound of Silence: but its not easy they review your proposal..you have ot submit o many reports..audit reviews, your profile..etc<br />Sound of Silence: its long process<br />Sound of Silence: it took me 6 months<br />Saara: y do u need them ?<br />Sound of Silence: well i have already invested so much in 2 company, and now i dont want to invest my own saving as its new company and breakeven could take a year so its better to have someone's else investment and you can play on it..thats what good businessman usually do<br />Saara: lol.... matlab ... exp kartay kartay sath main apni tareef bhi kar di :P<br />Sound of Silence: heheheheh<br />Saara: khair ... i only know of TWO of ur businesses wats the third?<br />Saara: zypherlogics, quantus n ?<br />Sound of Silence: its kumon<br />Saara: ahan<br />Saara: n wat does it do ?<br />Sound of Silence: www.kumon.com and www.edexcel-international.org exclusive rights for pakistan<br />Sound of Silence: compmany name will remain Quantus<br />Saara: oh man!<br />Saara: cant u jus tell me ?<br />Sound of Silence: its all related to eductaion<br />Saara: im not even done with the earlier two u gave me<br />Sound of Silence: ima just trying and rst is allahs will<br />Sound of Silence: so no hope no luck ;)..only struggle<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: :)<br />Saara: so... the newest venture comes under quantus ... basically ?<br />Saara: what is ur part in 'kumon'?<br />Sound of Silence: yes...<br />Sound of Silence: regional right<br />Sound of Silence: i am trying to have kumon rights for southasia<br />Sound of Silence: then ill offer this to all the schools in this region<br />Saara: hmmm...<br />Saara: when u say ... u want to gain regional right ... does that mean ... after u achieve that ... it bcomes exclusively ur property ? (i southasia )<br />Saara: or ur jus bein given permission to use it ?<br />Sound of Silence: yes<br />Sound of Silence: but i cant use for my own purpose only..i have to sell franchise to all the school in the region<br />Saara: arghh! this is gettin more confusin<br />Saara: the 'yes' was for the first or the second qs/<br />Saara: ?<br />Sound of Silence: 1 qs<br />Sound of Silence: for the first qs<br />Saara: hik thik ...<br />Saara: but ummm... after uv got the rights ... doesnt mean nobody else can haina /<br />Saara: ?<br />Sound of Silence: yes ...everyone will contact us then<br />Saara: so the ans to my qs is 'NO'?<br />Sound of Silence: yaar kumon is way of teaching<br />Sound of Silence: i cant run all the school to have kumon<br />Sound of Silence: i am buyin the regional rights so i can make money by selling it to schools<br />Saara: yah ... but ur using it as a commodity ...<br />Sound of Silence: yes<br />Saara: bas thik hai ... abhi aur damagh khapai nahi karsakti main<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Sound of Silence: :)<br />Saara: :P<br />Sound of Silence: (H)<br />:P<br />saara sent the wink "Water Balloon"<br />Saara: lol...<br />Saara: did i tell u ...?<br />Saara: weneva somebody send me this wink<br />Saara: i duck :D<br />Sound of Silence: heheh<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: the first time it was sent to me ... i instinctively did so ...<br />Saara: then i started laughing uproriously ...<br />Saara: sofia tot id gone mad ...<br />Saara: i was so ludicrous:D<br />Sound of Silence: heheh<br />Sound of Silence sent the wink "Lightbulb"<br />Sound of Silence: :)<br />Saara: lol<br />Saara: ok...<br />Saara: ur turn ...<br />Saara: way somfin<br />Sound of Silence: hmmm<br />Sound of Silence: yaar as i said ..been busy iwth meetings...etc and u<br />Saara: ji nahi ..<br />Saara: u dont get off so easy<br />Saara: pay back time ...<br />Sound of Silence: hehehe<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: u never say anythin online<br />Saara: woh to khair phone pay bhi ziada nahi kartay<br />Saara: c ... me clickin away<br />Sound of Silence: well as u cant say anything on phone then i cant say anything online:)<br />NOT a good excuse ...<br />Sound of Silence: its not a excuse its a reason<br />Saara: u neva accept mine wen i say so<br />Saara: thr u go again ...<br />Sound of Silence: *ignored;)<br />Saara: then u say ... I 'play with words'<br />Saara: guess who i got the germs from ?<br />Saara: (*ignored )dosnt matter<br />Sound of Silence: heheh<br />Saara: wat time is the next meeting ?<br />Sound of Silence: comon say somthing<br />Saara: wow!!!<br />Sound of Silence: after 1 hour<br />Saara: u have the audacity !<br />Saara: abh i bhi after an hour ?<br />Saara: wat time ?<br />Sound of Silence: hmmm 1:15<br />Saara: are u ready for it ?<br />Saara: (hands on ma hips)<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Sound of Silence: :)<br />well ?<br />Sound of Silence: i cant wait to have my passport from malay consulate...;)<br />u din ans ma qs sir ...!<br />Sound of Silence: yes i am ready for it<br />Saara: ahan<br />Saara: ud better not b 'deceiving' me<br />Sound of Silence: heheh..i came from office around 5:00 in the morning coz we were busy in making reports and etc for the same<br />Sound of Silence: so dont have energy left to work more on this presentation:)<br />Saara: ^o) i knew it !!<br />Saara: bas ... stop talkin to ur sweetheart ...<br />Saara: go work!<br />Saara: men!<br />Sound of Silence: comon its ok<br />Saara: lol...<br />Saara: gotcha !<br />Sound of Silence: you know what i feel relax when i talk to you<br />Sound of Silence: trust me i do feel relax<br />Saara: :P<br />Saara: ahn<br />Sound of Silence: i enjoy more talking to you then anything so thats u can always find me in office..<br />Saara: i tot i was boring<br />Saara: hmmm... u associate me wid ur OFFICE?<br />Saara: typical :P<br />Sound of Silence: i spent more itme in my office then any other place and talking ot you...besides these two thing i dont get time for other stuff<br />Sound of Silence: so most of the time friends even come to office<br />Saara: lol...<br />Saara: tsk tsk ... if they knew bout me ... they'd curse me<br />Sound of Silence: yaar i mean to say i dont go out for dinner..etc ,much coz you already fullfill my enjoy ment quota so rest of the time i spent in office<br />Sound of Silence: they wont curse you they will be shock3ed<br />Sound of Silence: :)<br />brb<br />Sound of Silence: ok<br />Saara: ummm<br />Saara: choti khala agai hain<br />Saara: gotta go<br />Saara: Allah hafi z<br />Saara: hello ?<br />Sound of Silence: ?<br />Sound of Silence: Sound of Silence: ok<br />take care<br />Saara: will do .. at least ill try<br />Sound of Silence: hey i wanan call you so tell me what the time?<br />Saara: ^o) hmmm... frequency ?<br />Sound of Silence: hehehe<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: sigh ... i give up<br />Saara: ok ...<br />Sound of Silence: :P<br />Saara: ummm<br />Saara: like yester day<br />Sound of Silence: ok fine its gonna be very small call..promise<br />Saara: par after maghrib<br />Sound of Silence: just wanan hear ur voice<br />Sound of Silence: ok<br />Sound of Silence: done<br />Saara: nah ... ab call aigi<br />Saara: to id had better b lon g<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: but then ... baat koi hogi nahi karnay ko<br />Saara: khair<br />Saara: gotta go ...<br />Sound of Silence: ok thats great;)<br />Saara: :P<br />Sound of Silence: ok<br />Saara: (})<br />Sound of Silence: take care<br />Saara: k<br />LOve YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />Saara: :D<br />Sound of Silence: ({)<br />Sound of Silence: Allah Hafiz<br />Saara: Allah hafi z<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113851526594106582?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1138515083396910192006-01-28T22:10:00.000-08:002006-01-28T22:12:25.006-08:0011th November 2005<br /><br />Saara: :)<br />Sound of Silence: brb<br />Saara: k<br />saara sent the wink "Dancer"<br />Sound of Silence: hi<br />Saara: 'lo<br />Saara: kia haal hian<br />Saara: i got loads to tell u<br />Sound of Silence: sorry i was busy on the phone with customer<br />Saara: no prob ...<br />Sound of Silence: ok tell me<br />Saara: iv gotten used to it<br />Saara: :P<br />Sound of Silence: i am waiting:)<br />Saara: well<br />Saara: yesterday morning i talked to mama<br />Saara: 'told' her more like<br />Sound of Silence: ooooo<br />Saara: subah subah 6 30 mama nay jagaya ...<br />Saara: i swear utter neend main thi ..<br />Saara: par i got this urgent feeling kay bas abhi batana hai warna kabhi nahi hofga<br />Saara: my exact words " uhhh... haider is coming on 15th ... he says he's going to talk to mama"<br />Saara: aur meri mama ... so cool !!!!<br />Saara: says<br />Saara: " nak panggil kat rumah ke macam mana "<br />Saara: which translates to ...<br />Saara: " acha , ghar bulana hai ya kis tarah"<br />Saara: lol<br />Saara: mera to damagh stall hi kar gia<br />Saara: matlab ... abhi bandi so kay uthi hai ...<br />Sound of Silence: ol<br />Saara: i had been expecting her to say<br />Saara: kay kia baat karni hai<br />Saara: but no !<br />Sound of Silence: so u didnt tell her the main objective<br />Saara: of coure not!!!<br />Saara: im tellin u<br />Saara: she knew wat i was talkin bout<br />Sound of Silence: are u sure<br />Saara: OF COURSE<br />Sound of Silence: so what was her reaction<br />Saara: muje bhi lag raha tha shuru main kay the conv has deviated from whr it was supposed to go<br />Saara: phir muje khial aya<br />Saara: 'who the hell am i fooling'<br />Saara: she's MY mother<br />Saara: of course she knows<br />Saara: :D<br />Saara: reaction ...<br />Saara: like i tol<br />Saara: din give a clur<br />Saara: clue<br />Sound of Silence: i mean what do u think about her decision<br />Saara: she's again like me ... she wudnt have decided yet ... she's gonna wait to see what u have to say ... then she'll decide ...<br />Saara: don't worry<br />Saara: she's not exaclty the obstacle<br />Sound of Silence: she knows what i have to say but i want to know what she have to say<br />Saara: the obstacles are other things which are obscure to me also<br />Sound of Silence: like what?<br />Sound of Silence: you mean ur education?<br />Saara: she knows what u have to say ... but not how u say it<br />Saara: no<br />Saara: not my education ...<br />Saara: i dunno yet what they are ..<br />Sound of Silence: your father?<br />Saara: but im sure they exist<br />Saara: things are goin a bit too smoothly<br />Saara: possible<br />Sound of Silence: -roblem exist everywhere and with everyone<br />Saara: yeah i know ...<br />Saara: argh!<br />Saara: i jus meant MAMA is not one of them<br />Sound of Silence: ok<br />Saara: jus behave urself wen u come :P<br />Sound of Silence: dont u worry<br />Sound of Silence: you havnt seen my life performance yet...all u know is the phone version of haider;)<br />Sound of Silence: nshallah i wont disaapoint you..i am confident<br />Sound of Silence: ({)<br />Sound of Silence: (F)<br />Saara: khair mama seems to be least concerned bout wat u hav e to say at the moment<br />Saara: kal jo mai nai baat ki<br />Saara: to mama ko is baat ki ziada fikr thi ...<br />Saara: kay ghar main sofa nahi ...<br />Saara: iski bhi zara history sunay ...<br />Saara: jab say v'v moved in ... mama's been after gettin a sofa ..<br />Saara: par i'v been against it<br />Saara: coz the apartment is so tiny ...<br />Saara: matlab ... abhi jitna furniture hay<br />Saara: is like more than enuff...<br />Sound of Silence: ok:) bytheway sofa..etc say koi fark nahee pertaa saara<br />Saara: i know<br />Saara: GOD!!!!<br />Saara: i meant ... mama was least concerned bout ...<br />Saara: argh<br />Saara: ur hopeless<br />Saara: matlab ... meri marzi ho to main ap ko zameen pay hi bitha doon<br />Saara: :P<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: khair<br />Saara: woh to aik baat<br />Saara: dusra<br />Saara: sofia asked me yesterday ..<br />Saara: koi teen dafa pucha us nay muj say<br />Saara: call nahi ai ?<br />Saara: n finally<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: im like<br />Saara: tum khud moun bana kay baith gai thi us din<br />Saara: mai n nai mana kar dia<br />Saara: poor girl mustav felt really guilty<br />Saara: raat ko muje kahti hai<br />Saara: 'main soch rahi thi'<br />Sound of Silence: bolna thaa frequencey change kerwaee hai mainay;)<br />Saara: kay haider say kahna ...<br />Saara: he can call at nite'<br />Sound of Silence: hehe..thats so SWEEEEEEET<br />Saara: 'coz tab mam a ka mobile bhi hota hai main radio us pay sun sakti hoon '<br />Saara: yeah :D<br />Saara: BUT ...<br />Saara: im jus tellin u kay us nay kia kaha<br />Saara: that does not mea<br />Saara: mean<br />Saara: u can got back to the same frequency :P<br />Saara: go*<br />Sound of Silence: hehehe....thats a very saarish comment:)<br />Saara: (by the way ... thori dair main landlord ki family arahi hai eid milnay .. to woh jaisay hi aingay i'll go offline ... till wat time are u online?)<br />Saara: seriously !!! thr are like a million girls out thr<br />Saara: jo isi tarah baat karti hain<br />Sound of Silence: i ll get offline in a while...coz i have to go<br />Saara: ahan ...<br />Saara: chalo<br />Saara: wait a sec<br />Saara: i was talkin to a frd earlier<br />Saara: us ka conv parhain<br />Saara: *-) or shud i giv it ? for u to read?<br />Sound of Silence: hey just remember that i love you a lot and dont wana loose you at any cost :$*BLUSHok...<br />Saara: :P<br />Sound of Silence: :)<br />Saara: rite :P<br />Sound of Silence: OK ILL READ<br />Saara: saara says: oh sorry sorry<br />saara says: haan<br />saara says: here's ma shoulder<br />saara says: cry all u want<br />saara says: ...n tell mommy<br />momina says: okay...(slur slur) saara says: wats troubling u ?<br />saara says: lol<br />saara says: ugh!!!!!!!!!<br />saara says: get away from me<br />momina says: thought u said use my shoulder...<br />momina says:<br />saara says: yeah but not DROOL on it<br />saara says: ugh!!!<br />saara says: disgusting!!!<br />momina says: haha<br />Sound of Silence: LOL<br />Saara: saara says: haan to masla kia hai ?<br />momina says: ok ok<br />momina says: yaar barray maslay hain<br />momina says: pehla masla tau<br />momina says: im missing u alot<br />saara says: yeah rite...<br />momina says:<br />saara says: ahaha<br />momina says:<br />saara says:<br />saara says:<br />momina says: get lost!<br />saara says: lol<br />saara says: that sounds more like momi<br />Sound of Silence: :) HEHE<br />Saara: the empty spaces are smileys jo kay copy nahi ho rahay<br />Sound of Silence: LOL..OK<br />Saara: saara says:<br />momina says: ek tau itna precious flying kiss bhejja all the way to malaysia<br />momina says: ooper say khhottee<br />saara says: haan<br />momina says: daffa ho...gadhi<br />Sound of Silence: HEHE..LOL<br />Saara: :P<br />Saara: do u really find it funny<br />Saara: or ur bein sarcasti c<br />Saara: momina says: accha jee....tau wherez my eid card<br />saara says: to mat bhaijti<br />saara says: ok<br />saara says: bye<br />momina says: ive had a fight wth fati<br />saara says: oh<br />saara says: lol<br />saara says: hmmm<br />saara says: sooo!!!!<br />Sound of Silence: I find it funny they u both are arguing..<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Sound of Silence: it seems u both are quite close firends<br />Sound of Silence: *freinds<br />Sound of Silence: *friends..<br />Sound of Silence: hey SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARA<br />Saara: momina says: im jealous<br />momina says:<br />saara says: yeh sab dramay eid card kailiyay thay ?<br />saara says: main bhi kahon<br />momina says: she gets more of u as compared to me<br />momina says: or nahee tau kya<br />momina says: ek salla card...dekho<br />momina says: kitna rulla dya<br />Sound of Silence: SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARA<br />Saara: haan the closer u get ... utni hi galian sunnay ko milti hain<br />Saara: ji?<br />Sound of Silence: i thought u disappear<br />Sound of Silence: you message came quite late...<br />Saara: saara says: well ... unlike u ...fati keeps in contact wid me more than u do<br />momina says: or ooper say u two lesbians! u write her freaking LOVE letters!!<br />momina says: aayyooo!<br />saara says: now u know the consequences<br />aara says: lol<br />saara says: lol<br />saara says: lol<br />momina says: sick<br />saara says: my god 1!!!<br />saara says: acha<br />momina says: i mean....<br />momina says: please sara<br />Sound of Silence: hehe...:)<br />Saara: saara says: phir the cards mustav got mixed up ...<br />momina says: or ooper say ur 60 KGS!!!!<br />momina says: oh my god<br />saara says: the one to ma love n the one to fait<br />saara says: lol<br />saara says: dont worryu<br />momina says: hahha<br />saara says: ghat raha hai<br />momina says: oye motteeee<br />momina says: kam khaa<br />saara says: at least daikhnay main<br />saara says: aur meray damagh main<br />momina says: mar jayay gee kha kha kay<br />saara says: haan haan bilkul<br />saara says: matlab<br />saara says: look whose talkin !!!<br />momina says: ooper say biscuits ban rahay hain jee eid pay<br />saara says: acha acha bas!!!!<br />momina says: wazzan kam kernay kay bajjayay mashAllah<br />momina says: harkatein tau check kerain!<br />saara says: matlab logon kay letters parhti ho<br />saara says: chalo ji !!!!<br />momina says: matlab kya?<br />momina says: meri marzee<br />Sound of Silence: sincce when u become moteee:)..lol<br />Saara: saara says: matlab<br />momina says: abh tum mujhay nai bhejtee<br />saara says: ap ko bari fikr hai main maron ...<br />momina says: tau mein fati kay hee parhoon gee nah<br />saara says: yeh to hai<br />Saara: kaha na ... jitni close dosti ... utna hi sunnay ko milta hai<br />Saara: saara says: ap nai muje bhaija ?<br />momina says: banda beech mein jhoot hee likh daita hay "love to momi"<br />saara says: no wait ... OF COURSE U DID<br />momina says: bheja hay jee<br />momina says: mill jayay gah<br />saara says: lol<br />saara says: haan bilkul<br />saara says: mera pata laga hai<br />saara says: to bhaija hai<br />saara says: muje tum donon kay baray main pata hia<br />momina says: bus uss mein apna naam likhna bhool gayee thee fati kay saath<br />saara says: lol<br />momina says:<br />momina says:<br />saara says: C !!!!!!<br />saara says: well<br />saara says: im not surprised<br />momina says: what see<br />momina says: abay chall<br />momina says:<br />momina says: anyway<br />saara says: not see, C<br />Saara: are u gettin bored ya baqi bhi bhaij don ?... its jus that ... this is another part of me ...( humain to bas yehi fikr lagi rahti hai k haider shud understand saara:P)<br />Saara: momina says: belated eid mubarak<br />momina says: wats up with u s<br />aara says: so hows miss most popular in uni doin in her studies?<br />saara says: khair mubara k<br />momina says: hows life coming alog<br />Sound of Silence: lol....yeh never ending fight hai...i dont think even ur frnd will give up:)<br />Saara: saara says: aur ap ko bhi eid mubarak<br />saara says: n selamat hari raya<br />saara says: n happy deepavali<br />momina says: thnku!<br />saara says: n happy halloweeen<br />momina says:<br />Sound of Silence: ({)<br />Saara: nah ... v neva give up ... frdship hi yehi hai :D<br />: Sound of Silence: )<br />Saara: (})<br />Sound of Silence: :)<br />Sound of Silence: hey<br />Sound of Silence: i gtg now....<br />Saara: momina says: waisay tumhara kutta kaisa hay<br />saara says: kutta nahi hai yaar<br />saara says: thak gai hoon logon ko samjha samjha kay<br />momina says: woh jo tumharay saath baitha hay<br />saara says: its a pet wolf saara says: !!!<br />momina says: hahaha<br />Saara: :(<br />Sound of Silence: will catch u later...<br />Sound of Silence: kutaa<<<hehehe>Saara: :P<br />Sound of Silence: oh god<br />Saara: lol<br />Saara: u havent read the whole of it yet<br />Saara: khair<br />Saara: GO!<br />Saara: :P<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: saara says: its sending u a lovin howl<br />saara says:<br />momina says: barri pyaree joree hay mashAllah<br />momina says: nzaar nah laggay<br />saara says: ji bas<br />saara says: kia kahian<br />momina says: tau wahan pay humans can get involved with wolves?<br />momina says: cool....waisay bhee u never liked human males<br />momina says: must be a reason...<br />saara says: lol...<br />momina says: what do wolves have tht human males dont have...<br />hehehe<br />Saara: momina says: how would i know....ud know better<br />saara says: yeah yeah<br />saara says: wateva<br />momina says: accha...mujhay gaaliyan daina band kero<br />saara says: x cuse me !<br />saara says: me?<br />saara says: galian<br />Sound of Silence: chalooo i gtg now<br />Saara: NOOOOOOO<br />Saara: nahi nahi<br />Saara: ap jain ...<br />Saara: hum ap ko nahi rokain gay<br />Saara: Allah hafiz<br />Saara: are u callin to morrow ?<br />Sound of Silence: should i<br />Sound of Silence: i am worried about frequency<br />Saara: i dunno ...<br />Saara: lol<br />Saara: haan<br />Sound of Silence: ;)<br />Saara: ura lain mazak<br />Saara: kiun kal ka din nahi banta ?<br />Sound of Silence: ill call you inshallah<br />Sound of Silence: tell me the time?<br />Saara: jus call weneva ur free...<br />Saara: no time<br />Sound of Silence: ok<br />Saara: now GO !!!<br />Saara: go go !<br />Sound of Silence: you know what .i have to conduct a workshop at 7:00 sheraton hotel for PTCL..30 govt guys<br />Sound of Silence: and havnt prepared *yikes<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />Saara: :D<br />Saara: yup... that ;s my haider<br />Sound of Silence: its almost 6:00<br />Saara: ji ji ...<br />Sound of Silence: i really wan to chat right now but:(<br />Saara: now GO<br />Saara: awww<br />Saara: (})<br />Saara: ach a<br />Saara: main is tarah karti hoon<br />Saara: khud offline ho jati hoon<br />Sound of Silence: no no<br />Saara: phir baad main blame muj pay aiyga<br />Sound of Silence: thats ok<br />Sound of Silence: ok take care by<br />Sound of Silence: e<br />Saara: lol<br />Sound of Silence: LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;)<br />Saara: i don have anybody else to talk to anyway<br />Sound of Silence: Allah Hafiz<br />Saara: yeah jo bhi :P<br />Saara: Allah hafi z<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113851508339691019?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1138514987357490422006-01-28T22:06:00.000-08:002006-01-28T22:09:47.373-08:008th November 2005<br /><br />ME!!!:D : sowie...<br />ME!!!:D : pc apni usual masti kar rahi hai<br />Sound of Silence:oh ok<br />Sound of Silence:lol<br />ME!!!:D : hey !!!!!!!!!<br />ME!!!:D : i tot u'd del this pic !!!!!!!!!!!!<br />ME!!!:D : is main bhi i suppose i look 12?<br />Sound of Silence:you loook very much Saara!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />ME!!!:D : ^o) what does that mean ?<br />ME!!!:D : btw... this smiley is not a 'sarcastic' smiley ...<br />Sound of Silence:that means u look very much haider's choice;)<br />ME!!!:D : it jus means ...i dont get what ur sayin ...<br />ME!!!:D : oooo!!! im so glad:P:P:P:P:P<br />ME!!!:D : doesnt the age diff ever bother u ... i mean i know its pretty common... par phir bhi ?<br />Sound of Silence:i guess i should ask u this question<br />Sound of Silence: well mentally any person is compatible then physical appearance doesnt matter<br />ME!!!:D ::)... EXCELLENT strategy ...<br />ME!!!:D : jus turn the talbes on me :P<br />ME!!!:D : table*<br />Sound of Silence: :P<br />ME!!!:D : khair ...<br />ME!!!:D : bout me ...<br />ME!!!:D : well... im extremely intimidated ...<br />ME!!!:D : matlab ... i know u think im very sarcastic par meray lihaz say main nai apnay ap ko bohot control main rakha hua hia ....<br />ME!!!:D : par at the same time ...<br />ME!!!:D : muje lagta hia kay...<br />ME!!!:D : its a good thing...<br />ME!!!:D : coz if ud been too close to my age ...<br />ME!!!:D : i'd prolly be trampling all over u ...<br />ME!!!:D : this way u keep me in check<br />ME!!!:D ::D<br />Sound of Silence: so what else<br />Sound of Silence: say somthing saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaara<br />ME!!!:D : lol...<br />ME!!!:D : matlab itni lambi bongi mari hai<br />ME!!!:D : agay say koi comment hi mar daita hai banda<br />ME!!!:D : ya phir messages milay hi nahi ?<br />Sound of Silence: maara thaa phir delete kiya<br />Sound of Silence: coz comment mairay khud samujh main nahee araha thaa:)<br />ME!!!:D : lol<br />ME!!!:D : phir muje log kahtay hain kay confused hai<br />Sound of Silence: i mean i couldnt understand my onw comment os i deleted it:)<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />ME!!!:D : yeah i know... i understodd<br />ME!!!:D : so... how come this pic is still with u ?<br />ME!!!:D : i tot i asked u to del it<br />ME!!!:D : n i tot u did<br />i ME!!!:D : nfact i remember u tellin methat u did<br />Sound of Silence: coz i dont have nay pic of urs so i kept it with me<br />Sound of Silence: i did<br />ME!!!:D : n u lied ?<br />Sound of Silence: but if u remember i told u that my pc got some virus and i had to reinstall everything so when i took the backup i saw the pic still in my my document<br />ME!!!:D : ahan<br />Sound of Silence: i didnt lied i hide:)<br />ME!!!:D : n since i din rememeber to tell u kay back up wala bhi del kardain<br />Sound of Silence::$<br />ME!!!:D : u din<br />Sound of Silence: no u never said that ok<br />ME!!!:D ::S<br />ME!!!:D : wohi to main kah rahi hon<br />ME!!!:D : i dint ... so u took the liberty of assuming k its ok<br />ME!!!:D : hain a?<br />i wish u hadnt ...<br />Sound of Silence: i guess so<br />Sound of Silence: tell me onthing..do u really think that u can live with me happily...<br />ME!!!:D : i have no doubts of my capcity to love ...<br />ME!!!:D : its the reciprocation that i fear ...<br />Sound of Silence: well<br />ME!!!:D : 'v always tended to love ppl a bit too much more than they deserve<br />Sound of Silence: so do i deserve or not?<br />ME!!!:D : n seriously ur gettint he brunt of everybody else's faults ...<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />ME!!!:D : well ...<br />ME!!!:D : i love you ...<br />ME!!!:D : n seriously hope k i don get any reason to have to wipe it out<br />Sound of Silence: :-O you do....* i thought u just like me and trying to develop feelings...<br />Sound of Silence: oh god ill fall from my chair now<br />ME!!!:D : ol...<br />Sound of Silence sent the wink "Bow"<br />ME!!!:D : nah ... im VERY VERY stron wen it comes to controllin emotions<br />ME!!!:D : lol<br />ME!!!:D : as in ... NOT SHOWIN wat i feel<br />Sound of Silence: this "I LOVE YOU " IS YOUR HORMONE REACTION OR THE PERMANENT THING<br />Sound of Silence: :)<br />ME!!!:D : or ...<br />ME!!!:D : ts as permanent as u'll allow it to be ...<br />Sound of Silence::) OK<br />ME!!!:D : lol<br />ME!!!:D : im sorry ... i cant actually say it on the phone<br />ME!!!:D : ts jus NOT me<br />Sound of Silence: i know that saara...:)<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />ME!!!:D : aur waisay bhi ... like i said ... i dont beleve in words...<br />ME!!!:D : iv always had much better ways of expressin my feelings...<br />Sound of Silence: belive it or not i love you more then u can even think of it<br />ME!!!:D : its jus a matter of patiecne on ur part ...<br />ME!!!:D : bas bas ...<br />ME!!!:D : thik hia ... ziada romantic honay ki zarorat nahi<br />Sound of Silence: so do u think i am expressive enuff to show how much i love you?<br />ME!!!:D : i KNOW...<br />ME!!!:D : are u kiddin?.... ur DYIN to say it ...<br />Sound of Silence: :$lol<br />ME!!!:D : but iv been puttin on a good reign dont u think<br />Sound of Silence: yes i agree<br />Sound of Silence::)<br />ME!!!:D : actually ... i dont want to spend the measly hour that v have everyday on love talks<br />ME!!!:D : its jus bout the stupidest thin to do....<br />Sound of Silence: its not about love talks only its also about understanding eachother<br />ME!!!:D : dont worry<br />ME!!!:D : i understand u quite well...<br />Sound of Silence: i call u everyday so we can know eachother more<br />ME!!!:D : aur rahi baat whether U understan ME...<br />ME!!!:D : EXACTLY<br />Sound of Silence::)<br />ME!!!:D : no point wasting it on romance ...<br />Sound of Silence: when u like or love someone so romance is automatically ther but i would prefer to spend time understanding eachother ...<br />ME!!!:D : good ...<br />ME!!!:D : coz im not allowin any love talks MR HAIDER :<br />ME!!!:D : :P<br />Sound of Silence: hehehe<br />Sound of Silence: is this a threat;)<br />Sound of Silence: lol<br />ME!!!:D ::D;)... beleve me<br />Sound of Silence: and is this will last til marriage or even after marriage:)<br />ME!!!:D : KNOW EXACLTY how much power i have over u<br />ME!!!:D : lol...<br />ME!!!:D : set the rules:P<br />ME!!!:D : u wait n see what happens<br />Sound of Silence: heheheh<br />Sound of Silence: oh god i am scared now:)<br />ME!!!:D : lol<br />Sound of Silence: so what will happen<br />Sound of Silence: nwo i am excited:)<br />ME!!!:D : as well u shud ...<br />ME!!!:D : lol...<br />ME!!!:D : bas bas ... tameez<br />ME!!!:D : lets switch topics ...<br />ME!!!:D : iv been meanin to ask u<br />ME!!!:D : do u agree that i can b very stubborn at times ...?even hard headed?<br />Sound of Silence: lol...i know you are,,,<br />Sound of Silence: but<br />Sound of Silence: i dont think its stubborn or hard headed as u have reason which are common to mine<br />ME!!!:D : ok..... n u also know ... k i have weird ideas bout some stuff ...'eccentric' is the word u used<br />Sound of Silence: yes<br />ME!!!:D : n thrs something that iv always wanted to do... its jus an idea ... n im not sure yet how determined bout it i am ... par supposing i become EXTREMELY determined ... i wanna know how ur gonna handle it<br />Sound of Silence: like what<br />Sound of Silence: tell me<br />ME!!!:D : its a big undertaking... n seriously widout ur support its bound to be useless..<br />Sound of Silence: tell me<br />ME!!!:D : well... for me career had never been of any importance ... for all my good results n brains i havent an iota of ambition...<br />ME!!!:D : what i want is a family to look after ...<br />ME!!!:D : ME!!!:D : n i have nothing against havin kids ...<br />ME!!!:D : but i once read about a family ...<br />ME!!!:D : they ... ummm adopted kids from all over the world...<br />ME!!!:D : so it was kinda a multicultural family ...<br />ME!!!:D : the idea has always intrigued...<br />ME!!!:D : n iv read about unmarried women adopting kids ...<br />ME!!!:D : i guess its jjus that ...<br />ME!!!:D : i feel kay there are so many kids out thr whom i can love ...<br />ME!!!:D : who are suffering ...<br />Sound of Silence: i know what u mean<br />ME!!!:D ::S<br />Sound of Silence: saara ill call u on this after an hour<br />Sound of Silence: is that ok<br />ME!!!:D : call ?<br />ME!!!:D : ummm<br />Sound of Silence: i have to go now<br />ME!!!:D : ok<br />Sound of Silence: ill call u<br />Sound of Silence: ok<br />ME!!!:D : but dont call<br />ME!!!:D : kal hi baat hogi<br />Sound of Silence: i will;)<br />Sound of Silence: ok<br />ME!!!:D : k then<br />Sound of Silence: the only reaos ill call coz i dont wnat u think that i havnt take ur topic seriously<br />ME!!!:D : so are u or are u not callin g?<br />Sound of Silence: its just i was reading u rmessage and suddenly hav to go for some office work<br />Sound of Silence: i wll<br />ME!!!:D : that's ok i understand<br />ME!!!:D : (})<br />Sound of Silence: take care love u a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />ME!!!:D : sometimes its hard to control<br />ME!!!:D : sigh<br />Sound of Silence: ({)<br />ME!!!:D : yeah<br />Sound of Silence: thanks:)<br />Sound of Silence: bye<br />Sound of Silence: Allah Hafiz<br />ME!!!:D : bye<br />ME!!!:D : Allah hafiz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113851498735749042?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1138165218117356112006-01-24T20:00:00.000-08:002006-01-26T19:02:03.490-08:00Second term of college (Rima)...<br />I've taken Ethics... initially i thought it'd be a total waste of time...<br />matlab! why in the world would i want to study something that has been instilled in me - in an ongoing process - throughout my life?<br /><br />infact, that was my first question in the class...<br />the teach's ans. was pretty disappointing:<br />" coz that's how the American curriculum is..."<br /><br />i'd say the Americans have pretty low confidence in their family structure that they'd need a SCHOOL to teach their kids how to be polite...<br /><br />par since then,<br /><br /><br />it has become one of ma fav subs... coz all we do is discuss issues and case studies... at times pretty heated ... since the class comprises of a melting pot of cultures, you get a lot of feedback... (the 'melting pot' part seems a bit 'verbose' nahi ?)<br /><br />one of the discussions we had, that really got to me was about a pair of conjoined twins...<br />btw... the teach handed out some case studies of which the twin was one...<br /><br />wait... i'll type the excerpt from the handout itself<br />here goes:<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">1.3. Second Example: Jodie and Mary </span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">In August 2000, a young woman from Gozo, an island near Malta, discovered that she was carrying conjoined twins. Knowing that health-care on Gozo were inadequate to deal with the complications of such a birth, she and her husband came to St. Mary's Hospital in Manchester, England to have the babies delivered. The infants, known as Mary and Jodie, were joined at the lower abdomen. Their spines were fused, and they had one heart and one set of lungs between them. Jodie, the stronger, was providing blood for her sister. </span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">No one knows how many sets of conjoined twins are born each year. They are rare, although the recent birth of three sets in Oregon led to speculation that the number is on the rise. ( " The United States has very good hearlth care and very poor record keeping," commented one doctor.) The causes of the phenomenon are largely unknown, but we do know that conjoined twins are a variant of identical twins. When the cell cluster ( the 'pre-embryo') splits three to eight days after fertilisation, identical twins are created; when the split is delayed a few days longer, the division may be incomplete and the twins may be conjoined.</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">Some sets of conjoined twins do well .They grow to adulthood and sometimes marry and have children themselves. But the lookout for Mary and Jodie was grim. The doctors said that, without intervention, they would die within six months. The only hope was an operation to separate them. This would save Jodie, but Mary would die immediately.</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">The parents, who are devout Catholics, refused permission for the operation on the grounds that it would hasten Mary's death. " We believe taht nature should take its course, " said the parents. " If it's God's will that both our children should not survive then so be it." The hospital, believing it was obliged to do what it could to save at least one of the infants, asked the courts for permission to separate them despite the parents' wishes. The courts granted permissiosn, and on November 6 the operation was performed. As expected, Jodie lived and Mary died.</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">In thinking about this case, we should separate the question of <em>who should make the decision</em> from the question of <em>what the decision should be.</em> You might think, for example, that the decision should be left to the parents, in which case you will object to the court's intrusion. But there remains the separete question of what would be the wisest choice for the parents (or anyone else ) to make. We will focus on the latter question: Would it be right or wrong, in these circumstances, to separete the twins?<span style="color:#000000;"> </span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /></span><span style="color:#006600;"><strong>The Argument That We Sho</strong><strong>uld Save as Many as We Can. </strong>The obvious argument for separating the twins is that we have a choice between saving one infant or letting both die. Isn't it plainly better to save one? This argument is so appealing that many people will conclude, without further ado that this settles the matter. At the height of the controversy over this case, when the newspapers were full of stories about Jodie and Mary, the L<em>adies Home Journal</em> commissioned a poll to discover what Americans thought.The poll showed that 78% approved of the operation. People were obviously persuaded by the idea that we should save as many as we can. Jodie and Mary's parents, however, believed there is an even stronger argument on the other side.</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"><strong>The Argument From the Sanctity of Human Life. </strong>The parents loved both their children, and they thougt it would be wrong to sacrifice one of them even to save the other. Of course, they were not alone in taking this view. The idea that all human life is precious, regardless of age, race, social class, or handicap, is at the the core of the Western moral tradition. It is especially emphasized in religious writings. In traditional ethics, the prohibition upon killing innocent humans is said to be absolute. It does not matter if the killing would serve a very good purpose; it simply cannot be done. Mary is an innocent human being, and so she may not be killed. </span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">Is this a sound argument? The judges who heard the case in court did not think so, for a surprising reason. They denied that the traditional principle applied in this case. Lord Justice Robert Walker said that, in performing the operation, Mary would not be killed. She would merely be separeated from her sister, and then " She would die, not becase she was intentionally killed , but because her own body cannot sustain her life." In other words, the cause of ther death would not be the operation but her own weakness. The physicians also seem to have taken this view. When the operation finally was performed, they went through the motions of trying to keep Mary alive --" giving her every chance" -- even though they knew it was futile.</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">The judge's point may seem a bit sophistical. Surely, you might think, it doesnt matter whther we say that Mary's death is caused by the operation or by her own body's weakness. Either way, she will be dead, and her death will have come sooner than if she had not been separated from her sister.</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">There is, however, a more natural objection to the Argument form the Sanctity of Life, that does not rely on such a strained point. One might reply that it is <em>not </em>always wrong to kill innocent human beings. In rare situations, it may be right. In particular , if a) the innocent human is going to die soon no matter what; b) the innocent human has no wish to go on living, perhaps because she is so mentally undeveloped as to have no wishes at all; and c) killing the innocent human will save the life of others, who can then go on to have good full lives -- in these rare circumstances, the killing of the innocent might be justified. Of couse, many moraliste, especially religious thinkers, will not be convinced. Nevertheless, this is a line of thought that many people may find persuasive.</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">OK... well...</span><br />i have a jumble of ideas bounding around in my head...<br />first off... i dont really have a specific stand on the issue of WHAT THE DECISION should be<br />infact, for most of the class, i was ranting on about how the court had NO right to decide for the parents...<br />i mean...<br />1. the parents are the one who would have to live with the consequence of the decision... the court will simply forget about it after a couple of months<br />2. those twins belong to the parents ... up until a certain age... parents act as guardian for their kids which = the parents make the decisions for the kids ... where the hell does the court come into this picture<br />3. the way I see it, the court is contradicting its own function... its actually wresting away the parents right as guardians...<br />4. also, i thought that the judiciary exists in order to mediate between two rivalling parties... whr are the two rivalling parties in this case? if u think that its parents vs hospital... then i totally disagree, i mean if the hospital really has the right, morally or legally to decide who is to have an operation n who not... docs wont keep asking patients before hand... ( im not sure bout this one but i think there is some paperwork involved where the patient or whoever is acting for the patient CONFIRMS the patients willingness to undergo the treatment... hmm... shud prolly check on this .. shrug )<br /><br /><br />AMAZINGLY, most of the rest of the class... ( by this i basically mean everybody else who participates in the discussinon... about half remain mum...)<br />thinks that the court has every right to intervene...<br />matlab!!! would you let the neighbour come in, run all over you , n tell you how to run ur house... ok... a pathetic example, i hate giving examples anyway<br />par it does give u an idea of what im trying to say right ?<br /><br />one of the girls was pretty adamant...<br />she said if she'd been the parent, she'd DEFINITELY get them separated... her emphasis infact was on the fact that all conjoined twins should be immediately separated no matter the consequence... she obviously had the notion that nobody, NOBODY could live a normal healthy life stuck to a twin... (back to this later @ ****)<br />but then i found that irrelevant... what mattered to me was not whether it was important to separate the twins... it was more of protecting Mary's individuality...( since Jodie's was not under any threat...) n also my disagreement with the amount of authority given to the court of course...<br /><br />another thing which almost made me cry was the way EVERYBODY seemed to agree that it was ok that the parents let go of Mary if Jodie had - as a consequence - a chance to survive...<br />matlab!!! hello !!!<br />thik hai Mary is weak... par i thought it was in the core of humane ideology that everybody be treated equally both the weak and the strong...<br />to tell u the truth , i can also understand the 'survival of the fittest' concept... par the way everybody jus brushed off Mary's existence was ......<br /><br /><br /><br />HURTFUL...<br /><br /><br /><br />no seriously, it was...<br />when you come right down to it, i don't really beleve that there is a course of action that is THE RIGHT thing to do...<br />it really all depends on the person who has the authority to decide ... in this case - i beleve- the parents... which is why i got all mad wid the court<br /><br />(cont ****)<br />oh... n interesting thing i picked up<br />one of the girls... Karishma apparently knew or knew of a pair of conjoined twins... grown up and not separated...<br />apparently, they were UNWILLIng to separate as they had been together their entire life... not very hard to understand ( at least for me )<br /><br /><strong>food for thought:</strong><br />the court interfered...<br />it got what it wanted...<br />i beleve in fate...<br />if the court was SUPPOSED to interfere and get what it wanted ...<br />WHY the hell am i so upset about it...<br />but then... if Jodie was meant to survive ... maybe she would have without the court's help... n likewise Mary's death...<br />LOL...<br />im reading this again...<br />im so silly !!!<br />its like the 'did the egg or chicken come first?' wala problem...<br /><br /><br /><strong>some comments on text</strong>:<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">We will focus on the latter question: Would it be right or wrong, in these circumstances, to separate the twins?</span><br />Of course this is just my perspective, but should we not focus on WHO decides rather than what the decision is? I mean, there IS no clear-cut answer to WHAT the decision should be. Under similar circumstances, the parents are always more likely to let fate decide and onlookers to want to save one of the child. In fact, the way I see it, the WHAT decision depends <em>entirely </em>upon WHO decides.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">The idea that all human life is precious, regardless of age, race, social class or handicap is at the core of Western moral tradition.</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Excuse me? I resent the singling out of 'Western' moral tradition. The rest of the human race isn't exaclty a bunch of cutthroats you know. </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">Lord Justice Robert Walker said that, in performing the operation, Mary would not be killed. She would merely be separated from her sister, and then, " She would die not because she was intentionally killed, but because her own body cannot sustain her." In other words the cause of her death will not be the operation but her own weakness</span>.<br />lol.<br />hmmm... lemme try a hand at 'word manipulation' myself...<br />death according to Merriam-Webster dictionary : <span style="color:#006600;">a permanent cessation of all vital functions</span><br />and since most vital functions are irrevocbly interconnected, a damage/ cessation of one may adversely or even fatally affect all others.<br />The separation (operation) was the direct cause of damage/ cessation to some of these vital functions...<br />how then can you not say that a doctor fully aware of the consequences of the operation could not POSSIBLY be 'intentionally killing' Mary?<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">sophistical</span><br />meaning of sophistical:<br />1 : of or relating to <a href="http://www.m-w.com/dictionary/sophists">sophists</a> , sophistry, or the ancient Sophists <sophistic> <sophistic>2 : plausible but fallacious <sophistic>- so·phis·ti·cal·ly<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">One might reply that it is not always wrong to kill innocent humans beings. In rare situations, it may be right. In particular if a) the innocent human is going to die soon no matter what b) the innocent human has no wish to go on living, perhaps because she is so mentally undeveloped as to have no wishes at all c) killing innocent human can save the life of others, who can then go on to have good full lives</span><br />a) how do you decide when 'soon ' is ... and anyway, who ARE we do decide that ...<br />b) in my religion, it is absolutely forbidden to take one's own life or anybody elses and i fully agree... doing so will be an expression of utter ingratitude...and anyway, taking the easy way out is never the solution... also the suffering may to a great degree atone our sins ( i know, this is a lot of religious drivel... its mostly for my own record... i dont expect to convince anybody by it)<br />c) this is the silliest reason i have ever heard of... killing ANYBODY is bound to benefit SOMEBODY ... and how a person can live a 'good full life' knowing that he was the cause of death of another/others is beyond my understanding.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113816521811735611?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1137143537064364572006-01-13T01:06:00.000-08:002006-01-13T01:28:58.210-08:00<em><span style="color:#33cc00;">"</span><span style="color:#006600;"> Scout, I think I'm beginning to understand something. I think I'm beginning to understand why Boo Radley's stayed shut up in the house all this time... its because he wants to stay inside."<br /><br />To Kill A Mockingbird<br />Harper Lee<br /></span></em><br />Its hard to explain this one. If i tried i wouldnt be doing it justice. But its full of significance. You seriously need to read the entire book to understand what i mean. I'v read it once before. Par didnt really understand it then. It's really a wonderful book and surprisingly funny as well. I love the writer's sense of humor. :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113714353706436457?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1136520842828055582006-01-05T20:03:00.000-08:002006-01-13T01:26:26.506-08:00<span style="color:#006600;"><em>The story goes that one day Socrates stood gazing at a stall that sold all kinds of wares. Finally he said," What a lot of things i don't need!"<br /><br />This statement could be the motto for the Cynic school of philosophy, founded by Antisthenes in Athens around 400 B.C.<br /><br />Antisthenes had been a pupil of Socrates, and had become particularly interested in his frugality.<br /><br />The Cynics emphasized that true happiness is not found in external advantages such s material luxury, political power, or good health. True happiness lies in not being dependent on such random and fleeting things. And because happiness does not consist in benefits of this kind, it is within everyone's reach. Moreover, having once been attained, it can never be lost.<br /><br />The best known of the Cynics was Diogenes, a pupil of Antistheneds, who reputedly lived in a barrel and owned nothing but a clooak, a stick and a bread bag. ( So it wasnt easy to steal his happiness from him!) One day while he was sitting beside his barrel enjoying the su, he was visited by Alexander teh Great. the emperor stood before him and asked if there was anything he could do for him. Was there anything he desired? " Yes" , Diogenes replied. "Stand to one side. You're blocking the sun." Thus Diogenes showed that he was no less happy and rich than the great man before him. He had everything he desired.<br /><br />The Cynics believed that people did not need to be concerned about their own health. Even suffering and death should not disturb them. Nor should they let themselves be tormented by concern for other people's woes.<br /><br />Nowadays the terms 'cynical' and 'cynicism' have come to mean a sneering disbelief in human sincerity, and they imply insensitivity to other people's suffering.<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;">Sophie's World<br />Jostein Gaarden</span></em><br /><em></em><br /></span><span style="color:#000000;">Actually its only the first two sentences that really caught my eye... somehow the whole thing got typed :D ... i'v always thought the same way... inevitably it has made me think kay others think the wrong way... i mean... how can u NOT agree ?...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113652084282805558?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1136451216060110872006-01-05T00:50:00.000-08:002006-01-13T01:28:16.913-08:00<span style="color:#006600;"><em>A hydrogen atom in a cell at the end of my nose was once part of an elephant's trunk. A carbon atom in my cardiac muscle was once in the tail of a dinosaur. </em><br /><em>Sophie's World</em><br /><em>Jostein Gaarden</em><br /></span><em><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span></em><br />I'v never perceived things in this way... its really interesting dont you think?... i mean... of course i knew about the conservation of matter and energy... par this is a nice... rather... thought provoking way of saying it , haina?<br /><br /><span style="color:#006600;"><em>One thing only I know, and that is that I know nothing . (Socrates) </em><br /></span><em><span style="color:#006600;">Sophie's World<br />Jostein Gaarden</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113645121606011087?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1136013229109326812005-12-30T23:10:00.000-08:002005-12-30T23:13:49.120-08:0030th October. 2005<br /><br /><br />Emotions defy all reality: first sound of silence........'?'<br />Sound of silence: when its completey silent , there is an eire sound of nothiness..i cant stand that sound<br />Emotions defy all reality: :)<br />Sound of silence: emotions defy all reality <<<?<br />Emotions defy all reality: well...<br />my emotions often takes leaps n bounds ahead of the situation in hand...<br />which is completely impractical ...<br />it makes it difficult to take appropriate actions in light of the situation ...<br />Sound of silence: (H)<br />did u get my email?<br />Emotions defy all reality: yeah<br />iv already sent a reply<br />Sound of silence: ok...<br />Emotions defy all reality: it was kind of u to deign to send me one :P<br />Sound of silence: lol<br />hey eid kub hai KL Main<br />Emotions defy all reality: argh ! y do ur replies come so late ?<br />1st syawal<br />Sound of silence: coz this pc sucks...laptop gher per rah gaiya:(...applications hang ker rahee hain<br />whats the Second Sawal?<br />Emotions defy all reality: haider !<br />i was replyin to ur qs<br />hey eid kub hai KL Main 1st syawal ... like the rest of the world<br />if ur askin bout the gregorian calendar<br />to i dunno<br />Sound of silence: no rest of the world main aik din nahee hai...<br />Emotions defy all reality: moon yet to b sited<br />Sound of silence: hmm ok:)<br />Emotions defy all reality: har jagah 1st syawal ko hi hai na !<br />Sound of silence: lol<br />Emotions defy all reality: aur waisay bhi<br />v'll both b celebratign it on the same day<br />Sound of silence: yeah...<br />but ill celeberating my eid in spore..(yukh)<br />Emotions defy all reality: :)<br />:P<br />who're u takin along wid u ?<br />( 8o during the time that i have to wait for ur reply ... i can carry out entire conv wid ma self :P)<br />Sound of silence: its just you..i am at friends shop..so he is busy in selling his designer cloths and i am using his pc<br />Emotions defy all reality: ahan ..<br />u din reply to my earlier qs ...<br />u goin alone sppore?<br />Sound of silence: no ..its me and cousin<br />Emotions defy all reality: u send me a ticket ... main bhi ajati hoon :P<br />Sound of silence: i wish you can come...sending ticket is no issue:)<br />Emotions defy all reality: :)<br />lol<br />i din think so either<br />Sound of silence: lol<br />Emotions defy all reality: ur eid in pk is usually very merry i presume?<br />Sound of silence: so many ppl around me (yukh)...<br />yeah<br />Emotions defy all reality: so many ppl around me (yukh)...<br />?<br />(ur beginning to be very expressive :P)<br />Sound of silence: lol<br />wait<br />Emotions defy all reality: no prob ...<br />achi practise ho rahi hia<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113601322910932681?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1135602703353378282005-12-26T05:00:00.000-08:002006-01-13T01:27:29.423-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><em>I<span style="color:#006600;"> am a disc jockey, and one night when I was at the controls a record began to slip. Before I could react , the needle scraped across the entire song leaving me with “dead-air” silence, a D.J.’s worst enemy. I grabbed the mike and shouted over the air: “ All right – which one of you listeners at home just bumped your radio and made my record slip? After my little face-saving joke, I played another song.<br />A few minutes later, the switch board operator came in to say that three people had called to apologise.<br /><br />READERS DIGEST<br /><br /><br />One day my six-yr-old daughter saw my sister putting some massage cream on her face She asked her, “ What is that , auntie?”<br />“It’s what makes my face pretty,” my sister replied.<br />When my sister finished the massage, my daughter looked at her face and said, “Throw that cream away, auntie. It doesn’t work.”<br /><br />READERS DIGEST<br /><br /><br />A clergyman walking down a country lane sees a young farmer struggling to load hay back onto a cart after it had fallen off.<br />“you look hot, my son,” said the cleric.<br />“Why don’t you rest a moment, and I’ll give you a hand.”<br />“No, thanks,” said the young man. “My father won’t like it “<br />“Don’t be silly”, the clergyman said.<br />“Everyone is entitled to a break. Come and have a drink of water”.<br />Again the young man protested that his father would be upset. Losing his patience, the clergyman said, “Your father must be a real slave driver. Tell me where I can find him and I’ll give him a piece of my mind!”<br />“He’s under the load of hay”, replied the farmer.<br /><br />READERS DIGEST<br /><br /><br />A man noted for his tact was awakened one morning at four o’clock by his ringing phone. “Your dog’s barking and it’s keeping me awake,” said an irate voice. The man thanked the caller and politely asked his name before hanging up. The next morning at four o’clock, he called back his neighbour.<br />“Sir”, he said, “ I don’t have a dog.”<br /><br />READERS DIGEST<br /><br /><br />The five phone lines at our busy eye doctor’s office were ringing at once. A receptionist picked up a line on hold and told the patient, “Take it out, rinse it and put it back in “. Her advise, however, was met with dead silence on the phone. Then my co-worker realized that she was talking not to a contact-lens patient, but to a person suffering from a bloodshot eye. Finally the patient mustered a response. “I think I’ll get another opinion.” She said.<br /><br />READERS DIGEST<br /><br /><br />In the post office: I don’t want to say the mail is slow – but last week my flower seeds arrived as a bouquet.”<br />At the pub: “Ever feel you are the head pin on life’s bowling alley and everyone’s rolling strikes?”<br /><br />READERS DIGEST<br /><br /><br />A man was passing a country estate an saw a sign on the gate. It read:<br />“ Please ring bell for the caretaker.”<br />He rang the bell and an old man appeared. “Are you the caretaker?”<br />The fellow asked.<br />“Yes, I am,” replied the old man.<br />“What do you want?”<br />“I’ll just like to know why you can’t ring the bell yourself?”<br /><br />READERS DIGEST</span></em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113560270335337828?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1135592823775122652005-12-26T02:00:00.000-08:002005-12-26T02:35:34.663-08:0028th October 2005<br /><br /><br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: :D<br />how come ur online at this time these day s?<br />Sound of silence: coz i have started another company, i need to give time to it in evening<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: :-O<br />Sound of silence: so in morning i am at zypherlogics and in evening i am Quantus(my new company)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : hmmm...<br />so wat service does the new one provide?<br />Sound of silence: :)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: :P<br />n who comes up with the names?<br />Sound of silence: me<br />its a training center for Animation and Corporate clients ,,,plus we conduct Cambridge UNiversity Examination<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: Animation?<br />Sound of silence: animation and grpahic for film, games and video production<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : i didnt know an organisatoin apart from a school could conduct these exams<br />apart from brit council that it<br />is*<br />cool<br />!<br />but the training is for the clients?<br />Sound of silence: we are registered with british council for Camridge International Examination<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : yes i know... its jus that i din realise ANY organisation is eligible for gettin registered<br />Sound of silence: in morning its scholl for A levels and in evening we offer professional and various other Academic training programee counducted<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : various other Academic training programe for example ?<br />Sound of silence: british council delegates the authority to other institute to conduct exmaination under their supervision<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : n bout the names... i like the fact that they're not pretencious (spelling saara!)<br />Sound of silence: kumon math, Kaplan, Sat, Gre Gmat,Ielts..etc<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : nah... i din realise it was a school as well<br />now it makes sense<br />Sound of silence: ok<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: btw ... did u know ?<br />ur quite photogenic :P<br />Sound of silence: (H)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : lol:P<br />?<br />Sound of silence: and so is ur cat<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : lol...:P its not a CAT!!!<br />for heavens sake :P<br />uv insulted ma baby wolf...:P<br />i love this pic :D<br />ppl usually find it borin ...<br />Sound of silence: your wolf is as cute as a cat<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: i dont think wolves take kindly at bein called 'cute'<br />Sound of silence: it all depends on aesthetic sensiblity<br />;)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: :P baqoul ma frd ...<br />angrezi kam marain ..:P<br />Sound of silence: lol<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : :D<br />it makes me feel so good sayin that<br />usually I AM the one who has to hear it ...<br />Sound of silence: show mar raha hon english kee<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: :P<br />Sound of silence: :)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: aur rahi aesthetic sense ki baat to ... again ur insulting the wolf ...<br />it'd be 'aesthetically' more appropriate to call it ferocious :P<br /><br />Sound of silence: ferocity has nothing todo with aestheticism,<br />:S<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: :)<br />i meant in appearence<br />appearance *<br />y 'sound of silence '?<br />Sound of silence: well beauty is subjective thats all i can say<br />for instance ppl think i ma very good looking..hehheeh;)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: agreed...<br />lol... GOd !<br />n u beleve them ?<br />Sound of silence: no that prove that beauty is subjective:)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : :)<br />brb<br />Sound of silence: ok:)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : m bak<br />Sound of silence: welcome back:)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: :( got a long day tommorrow ...<br />hav invited relatives fr iftari<br />Sound of silence: oh ok...so u gonna be busy in making iftarri..etc<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: upar say mama wanted khala to come also ... the same who was ill<br />i call her 'Mak CUm' by the way<br />Sound of silence: oh yes i remeber..ub kaisaee hain woh<br />is she ok now<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: its gettin tirin havin to repeat that she's the same<br />Sound of silence: what Mak cum means?<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: yeah pretty ok<br />lol<br />mak = mother<br />cum =cute<br />apparently she was quite cute when she was younger<br />was her nick name<br />Sound of silence: oh ok :)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: now v call her the same<br />all aunts are called Mak + 'somethin'<br />e.g the eldest will be Mak Long... youngest Mak Usu<br />:D<br />Sound of silence: ok:) so do ppl call u cum too ?<br />thats interesting<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: ahhh ...iv yet to find a guy who can live widout flattery :P<br />yup....n i have a total of 10 pairs of aunts n uncles<br />Sound of silence: well i would not mind a few nice words here and there<br />mashallah big family<br /><br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: lol... so now UR fishing for compliments<br />seriously !<br />yeah ... par yahan ki family is not as closely knit as in pk ...<br />i mean ... i had 3 measly first cousins in pk ... but i was pretty close to them ...<br />Sound of silence: why<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : i have no idea<br />Sound of silence: i know in pk its very different<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: the social structure is such<br />Sound of silence: oh ok<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: every family is a very self sufficient unit<br />anyway ... kal sirf iftari tayyar nahi karni<br />i 'll be pickin up Mak Cum from BAnting<br />thats like one and a half hours drive minus the jam<br />Sound of silence: oh it will be a very long day for you<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: hate drivin!!!!:(<br />yeah ....<br />n i don even like such gatherings<br />but thr is one compensatoin<br />Sound of silence: ike what<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : mak cum owns a proton wira<br />:D<br />Sound of silence: hehe<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : i'lll drive to Banting in our kancil ... lev it at her house ... n drive bak in her car<br />i love huge cars<br />:D<br />:)<br />lol... its amazing<br />Sound of silence: i love cars like alpha romeo, jaguars...<br />Main ik fard hoo ya ik ahsaas hoon : she's well aware kay meray pass license bhi nahi hai valid<br />arghh... dont bombard me wid names !<br />im completely ignorant !<br />Sound of silence: :)<br />as long as its bigger than the kancil , kelisa genre im happy<br />lol<br />but its tirin<br />Sound of silence: i am sure it is..as u have to arrange everything plus driving<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : hmmm... correction<br /><br />i don have to arrange EVERYThing ...<br />mama aur sofia bhi hain...<br />:P<br />but i do want a holiday from drivin<br />matlab jus ONE day ?<br />weekend ka sochti hoon to its like ... ah rest !<br />Sound of silence: woh hi..aisay main khush ker raha tha;)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : laikan pichlay teen haftoon say weekend pay max drivin ho rahi hai<br />imagine<br />ME drifin for 6 hrs<br />str ...<br />Sound of silence: oh god<br />thats too much<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : :)... i admit ... ap ko khush karna ata bhi hai :P<br />Sound of silence: lol<br />:)<br />Mai nik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : v put up the new curtains today :)<br />orange !<br />in blue walled rooms<br />i love it !:D<br />Sound of silence;cool...so yeh color kiss nay choose kiya?<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : lol<br />nobody ...<br />nani nay diya curtains :D<br />half our house is filled with stuff from her ...<br />she's like the sweetest thing on the face of the earth !!!<br />she'd bought it for herself ... i dont remember wat reason she for not using it herself<br />Sound of silence: thats so sweet...i remember my nani..even she used to do that...<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : oh but wait..<br />this is not my NANI nani ...<br />she's my great aunt<br />nani passed away jus after the last eid ...<br />Sound of silence: oh i am sorry<br />so chaand raat ko kiya kertain aap loag jee<br />Mai ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : :) sorry for whon<br /><br />*-) yahan chand raat pay kuch nahi hota ... main aur sofia mehendi laga lain gay ... that's bout it i suppose ...lotsa cookin though<br />ppl here are MAD after food<br />Sound of silence: really i thought its just paki only<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : lol<br />beleve me pakis are nothing<br />:<br />:P<br />Sound of silence: thats a news for me:)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: well ... in a diff way ... don ask me how ... i wont b able to exp<br />Sound of silence: lol dont worry<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : oh btw ...<br />Sound of silence: ?<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : i del my orkut acc ... in case u ever find out that ur testimonial is missin ...<br />but rest assured ... i have the testimonial itself saved ...<br />Sound of silence: why did u do that<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon :shrug<br />Sound of silence: :)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: us pay privacy nahi hai koi bhi<br />i feel queasy readin other ppls scrapbooks ...<br />n i know i don want anybody goin thr mine<br />so ...<br />aur waisay bhi ... it was actually pretty useless... i was never an active user ...<br />Sound of silence: haha<br />true<br />:)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: any way<br />Sound of silence: so hows weather in kl<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : raining everyday<br />its the rainy season<br />oct nov dec<br />Sound of silence: ok<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon: i suppose I in turn shud ask bout khi ?<br />Sound of silence: dont need to ask about khi coz weather remains same....no rains:)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : maybe ... par ab formality to puri karni paray gi na<br /><br />n how come no rains<br />bein so near to the coast?<br />or are u talkin bout the current season ?<br />Sound of silence: yes<br />rain saal mina sirf aik mertaba hotee hai<br />bus phir rain nahee hotee<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : ahan ...<br />can i say somfin ?<br />Sound of silence: yes u can<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : lets NEVER talk bout the weather again plz<br />Sound of silence: ok we wont..but can i ask why?<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : hmmm... y did u ask bout the weather in the first plac e?<br />Sound of silence: coz as u know i am coming to kl so i just wanted to know about weather<br />:S<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : hmmm<br />ic ...<br />well... its jus that i tend to place certain connotations to diff topics ...<br />n the weathr comes in the 'valiantly trying to carry out small talk with a stranger n failing badly ' category<br />:D<br />Sound of silence: haha<br />we arent strangers are we<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : exaclty !<br />ur pretty smart:P<br />Sound of silence: and u ll never find small talk from me<br />i know i m smart :P#<br />i honestly wanted to know<br />but God forbid i ever enquire bout the weather again# hehehe<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : lol<br />Sound of silence: *inquire.<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : na h... u wont dare now<br />koi nahi ...every time ur about to come here ... i'll drop in a hint<br />u wont need to ask ...<br />of course if my memory serves me<br />Sound of silence: yea>...?<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : yea>...?<br />?<br />Sound of silence: well u were refering to something in your memory<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : i meant ... in simple words<br />Sound of silence: yer memory serves u right bout wat>?<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : if i remember ... i'll tel u bout the weather maself<br />Sound of silence: aaaaaaaaaaaah<br />me slow<br />too much food at iftar#<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : :)<br />no prob ...<br />im not in the 'baisti karing' mood today<br />Sound of silence: ohreally<br />god help me when u are..#:)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : :D<br />yeah ... Amin<br />Sound of silence: :)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : oh by the way ....<br />monday ... the family , me n mak cum will be goin to the village<br />v'll be stayin there the whole week<br />Sound of silence: so u ppl gonna stay there for some days?<br />ok<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : so i wont b comin online<br />:D<br />Sound of silence: how far is it from kl?<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : 4 hrs...<br />well<br />4.5 in our kancil<br />3.5 in makcums car<br />*-)<br />if they'd only let me drive at 160...<br />imagine the possibilities!<br />Sound of silence: lol<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : no such luck<br />Sound of silence: hehe<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : 120 pay guzara karna parta hai<br />matlab !<br />snail pace !<br />lol<br />Sound of silence: :)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : oh n another thing ....<br />Sound of silence: but is snail ka mind rabbit ka hai<br />:)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : don call me on eid day ....<br />Sound of silence: y is evrything ok<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : coz i'll be expecting an imp call from a Mr Mirza Haider Baig...<br />n its definitely NOT missable<br />Sound of silence: btw write down my new number...its 0092321-8275741..<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : its the same except for the 321 in place of 300 haina ?<br />Sound of silence: hmm interesting<br />yes<br />:)<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : yeah ... i wudn want u blockin the line :P<br />Sound of silence: lol<br />brb<br />Main ik fard hoon ya ik ahsaas hoon : k<br />welcome back sir<br />if u are that is ...lol<br />Sound of silence: by the way how is this Mirza haider baig and whats the importance of this call<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : oooooooo... got right to the point dint u ?<br />no need to be jealous ...<br />Sound of silence: i mean who is this haider baig? and why his call is important..<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : jus a frd ...<br />used to call me a lot at one pt ...<br />to tel u the truth i din appreciate them ...<br />till they stopped :(<br />Sound of silence: hmmm..if he is justa frnd .then why so important<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : u know wat haider ...<br />Sound of silence: and u expecting him to start calling again<br />:)<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : friendship has always held diff meanings for both of us<br />i don jus call anybody a frd ...<br />n contrary to ur belief ... i dont have many frds ...<br />the ones i have i can count on one hand ....<br /><br />losin even one makes a big diff<br />Sound of silence: is Mr haider Baig on the Thumb?<br />;)<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : does it matter which finger?<br />Sound of silence: yes if order matters<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : lol... :)<br />Sound of silence: well thats doesnt answer my question<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : v'r both still a long way from that dont u think /<br />?<br />y do u want instant ans ?<br />Sound of silence: certain level of excitement i guess<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : :) a piece of advise ... dont go for the temporary respites ...<br />work for the long term benefits ... n beleve me that's hard work<br />n now that im in the mood ...<br />Sound of silence: quick in my dictionary doesnt always come with next to short<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : damn ... iv forgotthen wat i was gonna say<br />ur dictionary may be flawed ... if i may b allowed to say so<br />Sound of silence: lol<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : oh yeah<br />i was gonna say ...<br />another piece of advise ...<br />never go for the verbals ...<br />action always speaks louder ...<br />literally deafens<br />Sound of silence: i agree<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : :) act on it man!<br />:P<br />khair<br />Sound of silence: i also believe in long term solutions but i also believe in urgency and not laying back<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : but i dont think urgency is required in this case ...i mean ... do u ?<br />Sound of silence: well u cant call it a requirment but a desire<br />but i guess u desire otherwise<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : wat if the consequent is a lifetime of regret ?<br />im jus not very sure if ur aware how much hardwork love is ...<br />ppl tend to think one fall in love and lives happily ever after ...<br />iv begun to think one never falls in love<br />its jus infatuation<br />n it inevitably ends ...<br />Sound of silence: well i believe one grows into love<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : thats wat im tryin to say ... its not somthing that HAPPENS<br />it needs to be nurtured<br />Sound of silence: true<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : constantly watered ... given attention ... conscious effor t<br />to tell u the truth<br />my parents marriage was HORRIBLe<br />im scared to hell of endin up in the same situation<br />i'd rather NEVER marry<br /><br />Sound of silence: i can understand your apprehension<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : n i tot yesterday u said v can go slow<br />Sound of silence: i m sorry if i sounded pushy<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : y did u say so if u dint mean it /<br />Sound of silence: my intention wasnt to push u in a corner<br />i was just having a playful conversation<br />but<br />i understand and believe also tat 'we' will require time to build a long lasting 'relationship'<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : aik baat batain ?<br />Sound of silence: poochain<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : u remember the first time i warned u not to fall for me ...<br />sometime in the beginning?<br />Sound of silence: yes u did...so?<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : did u actually take me seriously then ?<br />or did u think i was under a ridiculous illusion ?<br />Sound of silence: on anything related to backing offf i didnt<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : u probably tot i thought too much of myself haina?<br />Sound of silence: not really...i dont believe in giving up...i was trying to turn you around<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : *-)<br />ic...<br />Sound of silence: :)<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : thr is a guy in college ...<br />at one pt he got too interested also ...<br />i gave a simila r warning...<br />HE said i thought too much of myself ...<br />:'(<br />he has got me worried sick ...<br />Sound of silence: he was a guy in college and i am Haider Baig..we think differently<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : im such a wreck<br />hmmmm<br />Sound of silence: cheer up<br />:)<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : sure...<br />i admit ... m not in a very good mood a t the moment ...<br />so i thinks i better go ...<br />Sound of silence: i hope i am not the cause..<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : u ?<br />not really<br />if it wasnt u<br />itd b somfin else ...<br />jus one of ma usual glooms ...<br />the time wen i DONT chat remember ?<br />ijazat ?<br />Sound of silence: well if u feel u wanna go then fine..no issues...but try to cheer up<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : lol<br />Sound of silence: think happy thougts...<br />think me<br />:)<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : i'lll go n try to shed some tears<br />beleve it or not it cheers me up like nothin else<br />par im usually a dry well<br />pitu<br />pity*<br />Sound of silence: shed a smile or too also while u are at it<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : lol<br /><br />nah<br />cant lose those :P<br />i still hav an entire to suffer remember ?<br />i still hav an entire life to suffer remember?<br />Sound of silence: life goes on and u ahve to build ur life<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : no doubt<br />Sound of silence: here are few words from my favo songs<br />*song<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : n i cant lose smiles<br />i'll need em later<br />sure<br />Sound of silence: I've loved, I've laughed and cried, I've had my fill - my share of losing. But now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that, And may I say, not in a shy way - Oh no. Oh no, not me. I did it my way.<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : unfortunately ... its quite true<br />Sound of silence: I've lived a life that's full - I've travelled each and every highway. And more, much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets? I've had a few, But then again, too few to mention. I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption.<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : v tend to attach such significance to things which end up as a trifle<br />an amusing memory<br />Sound of silence: true<br />just remember.. live your life your way.. no one elses..<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : argh ! i dont like such thinking<br />its so secular<br />i CAnt live life my own way<br />i SHUDnt<br />n thrs no pt fighting that<br />Sound of silence: hmmm ...may be<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : Regrets? I've had a few, thr can never be FEW regrets....<br />songs and poetry tend to b idealistic<br />GOD! ... talk bout the blues ...<br />i gotta go ...<br />or else i'll drag u down wid me<br />Sound of silence: there is no harm in working towards ideal...<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : yes thr is ...<br />coz thr not true<br />n thr not achievable<br />one needs to come in terms wid reality<br />Sound of silence: well whats life without ideal!<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : n u cant do that if ur chasin ideals<br />life is practical<br />without ideals<br />its takin wat comes the way it comes ...<br />Sound of silence: i ideals can be practicals depends on person ability..i belive i can make ideals work for me<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : no fancy lacing n decorations<br />haider can i go ?<br />Sound of silence: yes u can<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : thank u ...<br />n another thing ...<br />will u try to be there - not always - jus as much as u can ?<br />Sound of silence: YES!!!!!! anything for You!!! i want to be there for you!!!<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : a life time is a long time u know<br />even a yr is<br />anywa y<br />till next time<br />Allah hafi z<br />Sound of silence: i dont depreciate with time<br />ok u take care<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : lol<br />yeah but ur love might<br />Sound of silence: u smiled now u can go;)<br />i tend to believe love (with a right person) appreciates with time<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : be careful wat u say<br />some things ar e hard to prove<br />Sound of silence: y ? it might come true<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : n again (sigh) Allah hafiz<br />Sound of silence: give me time and i will<br />:) tc Allah hafiz<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : u have all the time u want<br />bye<br />dont work too har d :P<br />Sound of silence: all i wanted ot hear<br />dont worry i am not taking it as work i am enjoying it<br />(H)<br />As always plain ole me (emphasis on the plain) : :P main jo hon<br />khair<br />FINALLY<br />by e<br />Sound of silence: bye:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113559282377512265?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1135574773180128672005-12-25T21:23:00.000-08:002005-12-25T21:35:53.936-08:0027th October. 2005<br /><br />Saara: salam<br />Sound of silence: wsalam<br />Saara: can i hav a second chance?<br />Sound of silence: well it depends how u define a chance...<br />in my dictionary chance is a perpetual stretch of a life time and not a fleeting moment<br />Saara: :S<br />well...<br />these past couple of weeks i realised that i had been wrong not to give YOU a chance<br />not to mention extremely proud in my conduct ...<br />i don't know ... im not one for an all out commitment...<br />but - n im sorry i realised this jus recently - our relationship ended very badly<br />Sound of silence: what would you have done if u wre in my place<br />Saara: btw - ur definition of 'chance' has both the positive and negative connotation...<br />takin into account the famed male ego...<br />i'd reject ...<br />:S<br />Sound of silence: i have never had the cure for close- mindedness<br />i cannot stop from presuming<br />i cant stop u from presuming<br />Saara: but hope conquers it all - wont u say ?<br />do u want justification for y i did what i did?<br />Sound of silence: reasons are slave to passion......one always comes up with a vindication to secure his/her ends...<br />Saara: i suppose that means ... watever i say ... what i'v done is done ...<br />but a word in my own defence...<br />the reasons i had ... were the same then ... they're not somthing i'v come up with over time to sooth myself<br />infact ...<br />it is NOW that the reasons are paling in comparison to my guilt (guilt on my pride)<br />Sound of silence: i am not yet a dark heart......<br />Saara: is that a ray of light?<br />Sound of silence: well Yes ..if the ray intends to redeem the situation<br />Saara: :D<br />THANK YOU!<br />Sound of silence: so hows ur studys going<br />Saara: :S<br />does it not bother u... that i cud give up somebody so easily for somebody else?<br />Studies ... they're too easy ...<br />Forgive me ... sounds a bit haughty ... but im seriously in the wrong institute<br />Sound of silence: would u care to expound on ur previous statement please<br />Saara: well... if our roles were reversed ... (im referring to the other guy - Abbas- he wasnt jus an excuse , he does exist u know)<br />i'd be very suspicious...<br />does it not show that i dont take my relationships seriously ?...<br />Sound of silence: well<br />so the question for me is are u worth the chance<br />Saara: wasnt it right from the beginning?<br />Sound of silence: well it seems more obvious now that you might not take me seriously hence greater the risk<br />Saara: will u stop stating the obvious!<br />ur killin me with the suspense<br />Sound of silence: should i take the gamble?..what are my odds<br />Saara: another word in my own defense ...<br />my failure in relationships so far are not entirely my fault<br />Ummm... well?<br />Sound of silence: honestly i am a bit wary now after reading what u had to say , but i still have faith that somthing good and special between us<br /><br />Saara: so i still get that chance ?<br />Sound of silence: and faith bears no reason<br />i thought it was obvious that you would never have to ask me that.... and if u are stil ambigous it is a yes<br />Saara: (}) (again purely conceptual)... im a bit jittery here ... dont want to risk a misunderstanding<br />Sound of silence: as far as i understand u asked if u had a chance and i said yes.. dont think it cud get any more black and white than this...<br />Saara: :D<br />Sound of silence: ({) (impurely conceptual)<br />Saara: tht's the whole pt ... u didnt say yes ... you covered it up with a lot of prose...<br />Sound of silence: and if i had to ask u the same question<br />YES<br />Yes<br />Yes<br />loud and clear?<br />Saara: ok<br />thank you ...<br />Sound of silence: like i said.. if i had to ask u the same<br />"so i still get that chance ?"<br />Saara: actually ...<br />i'd been prayin u wud ... like i said ... our last conversation on this topic required a lot to be desired<br />Sound of silence: wud wat? ask the question? or clarify my yes?<br />and you have an unanswered question...<br />Saara: ask the question<br />Sound of silence: "so i still get that chance?"<br />Saara: YES ... the same<br /><br />y are U so doubtful now ?<br />Sound of silence: more aptly .. do we have a chance..<br />Saara: i honeslty dont know<br />Sound of silence: i want a confirmation as loud as mine<br />Saara: like i said ... i cant seem to be able to hold on to such relationships...<br />Sound of silence: and clear too while you are at it<br />Saara: i dont know if v have a chance<br />but im willing to give it a try ...<br />Sound of silence: isnt there any inclination this might be different.?<br />Saara: again... honestly ... i dont dare to hope ...<br />Sound of silence: u ll have to promise a very faithful try.<br />Saara: lol<br />Sound of silence: leave the hoping to me...<br />Saara: inshallah<br />Sound of silence: i smiling and yer laughing?<br />Saara: since v'r at the topic o f hope...<br />i might as well tell u ...<br />these past couple of weeks i'v been so confused ...<br />i actually did istakharah ... twice at that<br />then today i realised ... the issue in question is hardly approved in light of islam...<br />does that not make any effort from either of us FUTILE?<br />?<br />Sound of silence: god all wise and all just and i am sure he has betowed somthing fruitfull for us though it may not signify at this very moment<br />Saara: but does it not seem WRONG to u ?<br />i mean ... to tell u the truth... i would never have asked for a second chance... but something has been persistenty nagging me n it was getting me into a truly cranky mood...<br />i dont know if what im doing is the right thing or not ...<br />Sound of silence: if fate would have been pre determined from start to finish then no beliver would pray..i know my pray would not go unheard as none of my prayers are ilegitimate<br />Saara: but this is not about fate ... its about choosing wats wrong n right ...<br />Sound of silence: right and worng is for us to carve from this moment on<br />let bygons be bygons and lets take a fresh start from the scratch<br />Saara: in that case ... can i ask of u something ?<br />Sound of silence: yes<br />Saara: can v take it slow this time ... n i mean really slow ... i'v messed up too many times ...<br />n i want u to give urself a chance to find out that im not the angel u think i am<br />Sound of silence: yes we can..no issues<br />Saara: really really slow ?<br />Sound of silence: let c<br /><br />Saara: :P<br />anyway ... i think i should go now ... im still shaken ... i might say something stupid ...<br />Sound of silence: ok takecare ...stay cool but dont freeze;)<br />Saara: oh ... b4 i go ...<br />lol<br />wat date are u comin?<br />mama's asked me like a million times<br />Sound of silence: well i am coming on 15 november..i am leaving for spore on 3 November and on 7 ill goto Dubai....<br />eid will be in Spore:(<br />Saara: confirmed ?<br />:)<br />n haider ?<br />Sound of silence: Yes<br />Saara: i missed you<br />n thank you<br />(the missing part was a surprise to me - which is why i mention it )<br />Sound of silence: ill cheerish these words all my life<br />:)<br />Saara: i hope we make it<br />Sound of silence: inshallah<br />Saara: inshallah<br />k then<br />Allah hafiz<br />Sound of silence: Allah Hafiz ..give my regards to ur family<br />Saara: Sir YES sir :D<br />Sound of silence: :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113557477318012867?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1135308802231311372005-12-22T18:56:00.000-08:002005-12-22T21:42:11.206-08:00i'd like to refer to something i wrote on 22nd Dec 2005:<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i was beyond anger ...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">a few more days n the same happened ... i gave up on him ... at least at first...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br />its a bit hard for me to explain what i mean by this ...<br />sometimes i think im jus making up excuses for myself... you know!... letting myself off the hook...<br />matlab... it must be so painful for him to realise kay i dont trust him completely ... n of course i feel guilty for that ; that i cant bring myself to ...<br /><br />anyhow... lets start from the beginning...<br />i dont deny that i thought kay he'd backed off... infact ... i had even convinced myself kay that had been his intent all along... some form of vindictive gesture against me for rejecting him earlier ...( August 2005... ok this is a bit lame par i remember the exact date... so why not ?...:S 31st.August.2005)<br /><br />i spent a whole day fuming ... i guess what made me so SURE was the fact that he'd not informed me in ANY way... matlab.. when we'd discussed bout decreasing the 'frequency' of calls ... he'd been so adamant kay there'd never be a situation when he would not at least TELL me kay he wudnt be able to call ... n that he wud think it SO RUDE if he didnt do that ...<br /><br />i mean ... i seriously cudnt think of a situation when he jus CUDNT CALL... of course accident came to mind ... par ... y wud his mobiles be off ... n y wudnt the guy at zypherlogics tell me ?...<br /><br />SO... for my own sanity i made up my mind kay i prolly deserved wat i got ... n it was done and over wid.. (shish!.. im so convinced kay i cant stay in a long term relationship... actually circumstances hi aisay rahay hian ... nobody specific to be blamed ...)<br /><br />what truly riled me was the fact kay baat itni barh chuki thi kay mama, sofia and even akmal knew bout it ... n then ... mama had already tol nenek mon bout it too ...<br /><br />again... its not that i din have flashes of doubt. i mean ... he's been calling me everyday for the past whole month ... n then... he had NEVER come across as insincere... (kahan say mil jatay hain aisay log ! OR??? Oh God how cunning!)<br /><br />BUT... (n i'v changed my mind bout this)... i was definitely pissed off...<br /><br />whatever the reason ... it DID NOT justify the silent treatment i got... A WHOLE WEEK!!!!<br />i dunno , maybe im over reacting... par its all relative... i mean ... if he'd been calling bout once a week or so ... i'd prolly give him a month b4 i went berserk (lol... berserk! really saara!)<br /><br />khair... n now im getting to the point...<br />i started thinking k i'd lost it ....<br />one moment i'd be at the verge of crying ... or full with anger....<br />n the next moment i'd catch myself smiling at something he'd said in one of our conversations ...n really smiling ... u know the kind when somebody else catches you doin it ... they ( the somebody else) knows its bout somfin or sombody REALLY special... :):):):):)<br />i mean ... hello!!!!! SAARA!!! wake-up!!!<br /><br />so its like im travelling from one reality to another ...<br />at one plane im completely convinced kay its over n done with... i was deliberately mislead... n now dumped ... (padan muka saara!!! )<br /><br />n at the other ... everything's all rosy ... i havent even acknowledged kay he hasnt been talking to me... n i jus keep remembering him like nothing's changed....<br /><br />n at another ... i feel SO foolish ... matlab... how cud i let somebody fool me like this ... ANGER... mostly at myself ... STUPID STUPID SAARA!!!<br /><br />n all this within seconds... n u have this floating feeling of being in a dream coz what's goin through my mind does NOT make sense ... so my mind tells me ... 'relax! ur jus dreaming saara'..<br /><br />course i know im not !!!...<br />conclusion: i'v lost it... or AM losing it at any rate...<br /><br />it definitely doesnt help to have been living amongst emotionally confused ppl ( ma family - n no offense)...<br />my greatest fear ...(laugh if u want saara) is that i'll go the same way one day ...<br /><br />my sweet side says: god that must be so horrible ... im so sorry<br />my harsher side: get a life saara ! u jus like to attract sympathy ... n get on with ur life minus this rubbish<br /><br />yeah well i wish it was that easy ...<br />for most part i dont think bout such things ... matlab ... I SHUD get a life ... par something like this happens ... n i lose it ...<br /><br />seriously ... i dont think he knows what he's getting into ... God help him ... seriously ...lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113530880223131137?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1135248733665593432005-12-22T02:46:00.000-08:002005-12-22T21:26:36.066-08:00he called ... at least ... he called after mama asked him to...<br />so embarrasing!!!<br />i'd been crying the whole evening ...<br />damn!<br />sofia saw me ...<br />bas!!!<br />mama bhi pareshan ...<br />not that it was the first time i'd done it ... par i guess they have no idea how often i actually cry ... so this one came as a shock to them , especially coz i cudnt stop for hours... three to be exact ...<br /><br />well back to the beginnning<br />he called ...<br />n i cried some more ...<br />how pathetic and pitiful ...<br />par seriously ... it was completely NOT in the plan ... i'd wanted to talk in a ... (kia?... ummm) mature sober way ... NO CUDN do<br />i cried my eyes out ...<br />woh bhi phone pay ..<br />n whose on the other end ?... a guy i have met exaclty thrice n known for only a year ...<br />GOD!!!<br />embarrasing embarrasing ?.... not really ...<br />SHOCKING!!!!<br />if i tell fatima she wudnt beleve it for a sec... at least not HOW horribly i bawled ... lol... getting carried away arent we...:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113524873366559343?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1135248349273265412005-12-22T02:38:00.000-08:002005-12-22T02:45:49.283-08:00A week after the kenduri at Mak Cum's house ... haider stopped calling ...<br /><br />jus like that!!<br /><br />no explanation no nothing...<br />hmmm.. maybe that's goin a bit too far ... he did sms once saying kay he had been tryin to call for a couple of hours n there was somfin wrong with the connection, par how the hell was i supposed to know kay that meant he aint calling for the next week or so ...<br /><br />matlab!!!<br /><br />he'd been calling regularly, EVERYDAY for the whole month and a half...<br /><br />n phoof!!!...<br /><br />erased from existence ...<br /><br />at least THAT's how it felt ...<br /><br />the first few days ... five to be exact ... i was cool ... i had been expecting somfin like this...<br />infact, its the reason why i had asked him not to call so often earlier ( which he completely ignored! - for the record)<br /><br />par then mama had to talk to him ... n that worried me ... anyway ... i called him on his mobile ... both of them...<br />many times...<br />no reply...<br />surprise -> disbelief<br /><br />so then we called his office ... zypherlogics...<br />never at the office !<br />OK!!!!!<br />fishy <br /><br />i was beyond anger ...<br />a few more days n the same happened ... i gave up on him ... at least at first...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-113524834927326541?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1126485582647263502005-09-11T17:39:00.000-07:002006-01-13T01:45:01.630-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;">Saara: i have known this fine young lady for 4 years now [ hanna? :P ] and not a day has passed by when she hasnt managed to amaze me with her intelligence, her sweetness and her unlimited ability to help others. Ufff she is soo sweet there are dayz when she would make u feel sick of her sweetness!! [ seriously :P ] i remeber the first time i asked her for her number she hesitated - ' zaida call na karna ghar walay tang hotay hain ' - lol . That is how our friendship really started; me calling her endlessly ,then going over at her place, even staying there for dayz n dayz - she was the first girl my mom trusted enough to lemme sleep ova [:)] Thanku for eveything u did in those dayz! n never make the mistake of thinking u really know her very well - You Do not!!!! Bari complicated kisam ki bachi hay - But i love her:) [ meray say nahi ho rahi zaida tareefain - itni par hi guzara karoo :P ]</span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#000000;">This is me close buddy Fatima... life has a way of taking you away from those closest to you...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-112648558264726350?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1126485520238812452005-09-11T17:36:00.000-07:002006-01-13T01:43:22.343-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Saara exudes this originality which isn't a common trait among the current lot...just by talking to her u know that here's someone who's completely herself, doesnt indulge in frivolity, has her head firmly planted on her shoulders......yes, she can be freakingly eccentric at times which is why we get along so well haha...she's really well-read and has such insight on a variety of things, that many a time i <span style="color:#ff6600;">feel like a daft</span> juvenile who has a long way to go, and lots to see...she has her moments when she keeps to herself, and then there are moments when she's simply 'relentless'...that's just "SAARA"for you...u cant help to develop a strong bond with her, regardless of the amount of time uve known her for..i recommend that everyone gets a good dose of SAARA-ness..it'll do a world of a good... By the way becarefull while writing her name coz "its Saara not Sara" ..lol... The Most original and sweetest person i have ever met .</em></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#000000;"></span></em><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;">Never in my life has anybody made such an obvious effort to tell me how nice they think i am. I admit, i was flattered... not least coz i had DEFINITELY not expected it... a lot of thought went into writing this one. THANX HAIDER :)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-112648552023881245?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1126095792826793152005-09-07T05:01:00.000-07:002009-02-21T06:36:12.194-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;">recently i befriended a guy eight years elder to me ...<br />the net of course ... since then v'v talked on the phone and met once ...<br />in the presence of a chaperone mind...lol<br /><br />since the time i'v started chatting online... my perspective of the people i meet has parallels to the traditional 'imaginary friends'...<br />their physical absence has always made me bolder and more confident of myself...<br /><br />infact... the esssence of me is more clearly exposed online ...<br /><br />somehow... not having ppl judge my appearence before teh self is liberating... not that im ugly...its jus so ...<br /><br />anyway ... in the one and a half year that i'v been actively using the messenger ... iv had numerous proposals... some undoubtedly bogus... but others painfully ernest... how anybody can judge me jus lookin at words id typed across an unknown distance... i dunno ...<br /><br />the first one was teh worse... it took me completely unawares... id talked to the guy only bout six or seven times... many of those wer e arguments... to ME it had been apparent from the start we din click ... lev alone destined to b partners for life ...<br /><br />since then i'v been watchful of would be lovers ... (i would like to change this word to 'boyfriends' par even that doesnt click... so pick whichever you feel is the rite one)<br /><br />this guy i started out talking about ... showed signs early on of bein interested in me ...i enjoyed talking to him (our conversations clean in every sense mind!) ... so i warned him from the beginning that i'd better not receive a proposal from him...<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">i beleve he found the idea ridiculous at that time... i din care</span><span style="font-family:arial;"> <em>... as long as he DIN...</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-112609579282679315?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1120552820839602522005-07-05T01:34:00.000-07:002006-01-13T01:37:27.120-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;">Asslamualaikum!<br />?<br />So!!!...<br />?<br />The second week since our arrival has jus passed today is Monday,? 25th October<br />?<br />The day after we arrived Thursday 14th October 2004 mama and sofia went to the montessori branch of Beaconhouse newly opened here in Malaysia<br />?<br />in Subang Jaya to be specific<br />?<br />In Pak , when mama had gone to the Regional Office (F-7 forgive the unnecessary details these are jus so that I dont forget ).. to give in her resignation to the Director he tol mama he wanted her transferred to the new branch J so that settled her job here<br />?<br />Actually, even if he hadnt said so mama wud probably hav worked here anyway coz the head here used to be the Director before and mama knew her pretty well we had contacted her n she was quite enthusiastic that mama cud come over she needed somebody she cud trust in the administration coz she was simultaneously opening another Montessori( I dunno where that one is though) she had infact said that I shud also work with her to prepare the new Montessori but unfortunately, a foreigner requires a work permit to work here I dunno abhi to kuch bhi nahi hua maybe later<br />?<br />Otherwise kids here can work as soon as they have done their O levels<br />?<br />Niway mama went to the school met the head then set out looking for a house she didnt make a single contact that day<br />?<br />wat she hadnt taken account of that day was the time it took to travel? here<br />?<br />It is such a small country so ppl dont find it such a big deal to travel from one corner to the other a lot of ppl spend at least three hours daily to and from work or school<br />?<br />Mama had to go on the bus which takes even longer than goin on a car about 3 hrs jus to reach the school on? a car, it takes about 1 and a half hour J even then, the distance is longer than that to my village in Pak .<br />?<br />Khair suffice it to say .. .kay us din the only productive thing mama and sofia were able to do was to meet the head.<br />?<br />Wat bout akmal and me?...<br />Well honestly .. I dont remember bout akmal bein the house at all mus hav been asleep not surprising?<br />?<br />Niway I spent almost four hours reorganizing all our luggage in Pak mama and sofia had placed everything helter skelter<br />?<br />So I had to take out everything figure out how to categorise the stuff separating the immediately required things and the ones that cud wait wat a day that was carrying around 30 kilo weights is no big joke even if its jus from room to room<br />?<br />After the repacking I washed clothes ?first day in Malaysia and Im washing clothes!... thats life<br />?<br />Mama had tol me to sweep the house as well but after all that work I honestly didnt have the energy anymore<br />?<br />U mus be thinking y I had to do all this work well here there are no such things as servants everybody does their own work even if they are visiting ( which I frankly feel shud be the way things shud be done ) oh! By the way when I say everybody I MEAN everybody here even men wash , cook and cleanof course domestic work is primarily the responsibility of the wife but at least the husbands DO? know where the broom is<br />?<br />Hmmm.<br />?<br />The next day the first day of Ramadan at least for us here in Malaysia we got up around 4:30 , which was a tad too early coz we were done by 5 and there was still? half an hour before the azan<br />?<br />But mama still stubbornly sticks to the same time and when the woman living behind our house starts her cooking at 5 lol mama keeps shaking her head at how late she is<br />?<br />Of course NOW? she has realized it but it still doesnt make any diff not that I care really it doesnt make any diff except I dont like to wait? for the azan<br />L but usually I dont hav to coz somehow I end up doin the dishes every? morning<br />?<br />So on the second day<br />?<br />We all went to the immigration office<br />?<br />which was a rigmarole<br />?<br />?apparently the immigration offices are being transferred from their original location to a new one , section by section ( sorry , cant remember the name of the place now, hmmm Ill hav to check it up wid mama ) not only did it take us a lot of time looking for the place when we reached there we realized or rather were tol that? it was the wrong? one<br />?<br />Thank God mamas aunt (my grandfathers youngest sis shes so sweet n short! ) voluntarily came to mamas help she works wid the finance ministry apparently has lots of connections n was more than happy to help out (she still is helping that is as a matter of fact )<br />?<br />Niway akmal and I already had 3 months visa we got ours extended by 2 months so officially we can stay here till June 2005<br />?<br />The problem was wid sofias visa Pakis apparently are amongst the NWCs which stands for the not willing category I gather its the immigration dep. thats not willing n not the PakisJ<br />?<br />Khair sofia had only a months visa to start wid n they issued her only another month ??there was no time to do anything that day but a frd of mamas aunt mama calls her Cik Mah n we apparently shud call her Nenek Mon ( nenek is the Malay translation of nani ) niway she said that mama shud try to apply for the Malaysian citizenship for all three of us<br />?<br />So mama got the formsn we returned bein a Friday the offices closed early that day<br />?<br />That night we ( including my khaala, Mak Cum went to the village in Batu Pahat, Senggarang) it was a 4 hr drive n we listened to urdu songs all the way<br />?<br />J b4 comin sofia had been afraid she wont get urdu cassettes here so she got all her fav songs recordedapparently not only are urdu cassettes and films available but so are malay? (obviously!) , English , Chinese and Tamil ones<br />?<br />this country truly represents a mixed culture we dont really feel too out of place hereone hear all kinda languages all around ppl wearing all kinda clothes even shalwar kameez is pretty common here. n u dont see much of the discrimination and rigidness in ideas and principles that are obvious in uni-cultural countries like Pak not that they are non-existent. They are there but they dont exist as hostiliy .its? more of a preservation of identity rather than animosity e.g.? there are hardly any inter-racial marriages ( although the major reason for that is probably the religious diff.s)<br />?<br />we spent a day in the village met mamas younger bro (Pak Mut) n his family and of course , my grandparents<br />?<br />lol akmal , sofia and I spent the day washing windows mama and Mak Cum did the cleaning ( apparently, Mak Cum regularly goes back to clean up the houseud be wondering y Pak Muts wife doesnt do it well she does obviously but it is a pretty big house at least big for them coz they are only 4 adults n two kids where as the house used to house 13 ppl mamas siblings and her parents )<br />?<br />that day my uncle commented a lot on Akmals lack of decision making capabilities I hadnt realized it b4 but akmals medication had reduced him to such a state that he shows the dependence of a 9 year ol towards mama<br />?<br />on Sunday early morn we returned to Banting , where Mak Cum lives<br />?<br />the rest of the week we spent looking around for second hand cars and the application for citizenship by Friday only the application had been accepted Saturday akmal and mama went to Cik Mahs house to discuss the visa prob with her n also met mamas elder bro Pak Udato discuss with him the car and accommodation prob<br />they slept at mamas younger sis houseMak Cik BalI dunno the details of wat they did but when mama returned on Sunday she was very happy wid the result of the trip apparently she had found a house for usbut it wont be available till after eid Pak Uda was gonna help u out wid buying a car n she had been able to straighten out some of the prob wid sofias visa? ( although it will not truly be settled for years )<br />?<br />this week I guess is the last for us wid Mak Cum next week well be living wid Pak Udas kids ( he had 9 kids n I hav met only 5 of em n that too was 10 yrs ago !) coz Pak Uda n his wife will be goin? for umra n they hav asked mama to look after their kids I jus hope we dont end up doin it I honestly dont think I can take care of themI mean how do u look after somebody whom u cant even communicate wid properly ?...not only that I dont even know how to cook!!!... Malaysian food that is n mama wud be at work so she cant either but lessee its jus for two weeks but thats more than long enough for me<br />?<br />hmmmm I think thats all for nownext time Ill tel u? bout some of the foods here J n wat sofia and I were upto on this weekend<br />?<br />Allah hafiz<br />saara</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-112055282083960252?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1120395033393457852005-07-03T05:37:00.000-07:002006-01-13T01:36:25.566-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;">Salam everybody. Im sending this version to everybody well to everybody that matters J<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">Hey Asima! I tol mama about ur idea of writing a book pehlay to mama hans parin baad main laikan everybody thought it was a pretty good idea mama khud kah rahi thin kay muj say notes lay layna<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">n ummm guys ?... reading this ull probably think kay saara is an insensitive brat coz shes taking everything so easy n calm n treating everything like its a big joke<br />well ummmm. (embarrassed) ud probably be right at the moment<br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">ha!<br />Who m I jokin ?... since the day we decided to leave pak actually Ive been havin a bit of an emotional lag. (shrug) once the realization of wat weve done finally catches up wid me , I guess its gonna be pretty bad.khair enough of me heres the story<br /><br />Sometime between the beginning and the mid of Sep , mama talked to sofia and me . For reasons which are too personal to be mentioned she said she had decided to leave pak sofia was overjoyed I on the other hand wasnt so sure anymore<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">I say anymore coz we had always wanted to lev but unfortunately, in the past two years, I had formed too many close relationships there in pak and didnt really wanted to leave but at the same time I? did want to leave coz there I felt SOummmm suffocatedahhhh!! Im rambling again.<br /><br />Khair hamari family main jab bhi is tarah kay drastic decisions liya jatay hain to do teen haftay baad khatam ho jata hai sara josh<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">For the first week nobody did anything I got very frustrated I confronted mama and asked her whether we ARE or ARENT goin. Fatima? Ull probably understand wat im talking bout jo kuch bhi decide hota hai scrap ho jata hai n momi u were right , hamain initially yahan sirf? vacations kailiya ana tha laikan who program bhi kafi arsay pehlay hi drop ho gia tah L<br /><br />Lots of ppl really helped us some of the teachers in mamas school were literally gifts from God.<br /><br />Aur sofia ki aik dost well actually just an acquaintance she was a new comer sofia had tol her everything coz she didnt know who else to tell she didnt tell any of her frd till the last day coz who kahin kisi tarah musibat main na phans jain khair this girl actually gave sofia Rs 5000 from her own money.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Then , another teacher gave us Rs 10,000 jus so we could buy supplies this might not be such a large amount but considering the fact kay shes worse off than us .. it is </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">N there were others who helped in other ways<br />oye ! Fatima! Even Jerrys father helped I dunno maybe shes already tol u. muje aksar lagta tha kay us ko pata hai<br /><br />every time something good like that happened we felt kay God was wid us. honestly! We cud have faced so many probs much of it went pretty smoothly.<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">n Asima tum jo bhi kah lo I cant help it Ill always wonder kay muje ana chahiya tha kay nahi I feel sometimes kay Iv betrayed some ppl very close to me<br /><br />Niway hum nay tayyarian ki aur 12th ki flight thi wait<br />It was a Tuesday, the 12th of October year 2004hmmm. I wonder if Ill remember<br />Khair the flight was to Bangkok.. lol for those of u who dont know Bangkok is in Thailand main is liya bata rahi hoon coz of course muj jahil ko nahi pata tah wahan pohonchi to pata laga .<br /><br />Oye!... darmian main bhi bohot kuch hua!.. lemme see subah subah hum as usual school kailiya tayyar huay akmal beaconhouse informatics jata hai sorry THAaur subah ko mama hi us ko drop karti hain do forgimme.. THEEN isliay who bhi hamaray sath hi tha by the way , akmal ko kuch pata nahi tah us ko mama nay gari main bataya lol n he jus said haan thik hai matlab hamain itni tension thi .. kay pata nahi kia hoga n he was so cool n composed kuch sochay baghair hi haan kar dia ( hmmm does that reflect on how badly we all wanted to do away with the lives we were leading in Pakistan ??? Sometimes , I think we were just too good at hiding our own unhappiness.)<br /><br />Haan to hum tayyar huay ghar say niklay aur mama kay dost kay ghar gaye jin kay paas hum nay saman rakhwaya hua tha basically clothes and books sofia aur main nai kapray badlay akmal was already in colored clothes<br /><br />Meray kapray itnay tight thay !!!... aik din pahlay hi darzi say liya thay. sharif admi !!!<br /><br />Hmmm mama ki dost itni achi hain unhon nay hamaray liya van bhi tayyar ki hui thi shukar hai waisay saman itna tha!!!!... books ki wajah say there were 8 huge bags!!! Muje to pata hi nahi tha coz mama aur sofia hi school say bunk karkay saman akatha kartay rahay thay . lol sorry , hasi arahi hai<br /><br />Niway , kuch choti moti chizin thin pack karnay ko who sofia aur main nai van main hi kardin kuch chizin rah bhi gain thin jin main lol aik apple , wallet, perfume, aur camera wid the film inside hasi isliya arahi hai (again!) kiunkay? baad main mama ki frd (yaar kia mama ki frd bar bar kahi ja rahi hoon , Ill call her maam) nay mail bhaiji kay ap log van main yah chizin chor gaye hain in ka kia karna haihmmm I dont think I was able to convey the humor very well khair I cudnt be bothered<br /><br />Hum airport koi 7;30 tak pohonchay jabkay flight 11;45 ki thi apni gari pay mama aur akmal aye thay woh airport main hi chor dia<br /><br />boring ho raha hai<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">Niway , hum nay processing ki baggage ki ghanta hi lag gia literallyat one point mama kafi pareshan ho gain passports dikhanay thay boarding pass kailiya ham sab kay naye thay khair sofia aur mama ka to koi khas masla nahi tha laikan officer ko meray aur akmal kay American passports ka yaqin nahi araha tah woh bar bar purana passport mang rahi thi ab hamain kia pata tha kay puranay bhi chahiya hon gay , woh to saray hum ghar chor aye thay<br /><br />Us main actually entry stamp tha kay hum Pakistan kab aye is baat ko 9 saal h o gaye hain hamain kia pata kay is ka bhi proof daina hoga khair American nationality ka proof dainay kailiya hamain apnay birth certificated ki photocopy daini pari us kay baad say koi khas masla nahi hua<br /><br />Plane main board huay chay ghantay ki flight thi .. kafi arsay baad plane main baithi thi last time was in 95 I thinknothing interesting happened in my opinion aik minit main sofia ki version yahan copy paste karti hoon :::<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#6666cc;">i wanted the aisle, but oh well, there wz a cute guy in the seat in front of megora chitta pathan I guesscute.? I discovered tht I wz air sick, I knw I wz sea sick but im air sick tooL , I tell u IT IS NOT a pleasant feeling takes the fun out of the flightcudnt take the take offs n landingsmotion sickness I guess. I hate esp cause it lingers for days..the poor brain..cant keep up wiv the present..got confusedthere were 1-2 days when I cudnt walk properly, walked like a drunk:P.The food wz good on the planethey put on a silly drama but later there wz tht movi..love actually watched neither cause for some reason using the headfones made me feel sick too didnt miss much though :P the movie , I had seen the ending b4 but it had a good song. There channels wiv songs but none familiar eng or urdu, there dhani once only and another 1,2 urdu songs eng were good though<br /></span><br />Bangkok pohonchay koi raat kay 12 bajay oh ! by the way darmian main hong kong bhi rukay I think do teen ghantoon kailiya laikan hum sara waqt plane main hi baithay rahay bangkok main hi utray<br /><br />Bangkok main transit thi visa tha nahi isliya airport say bahir janahi saktay thay laikan zarorat hi nahi thi the airport was such a cool place I mean it was HUMUNGOUS? compared to the paki airport for the first two hours sofia and I just wandered around the place shukar hai hamaray pass paisay nahi thay warna I swear.. jitney hotay saray zaya kar daitay uffff!!! Itni fit fit chizin theen wahan the watched, wallets.. even the cosmetic not to mention the clothes, decoration pieceshum jis shop main jatay oooh ! ahhhh! Karna shuru ho jatay I bet the shopkeepers thought wed lost it<br /><br />Do bajay phir mama found us she tol us to go n sleep ab airport main rest rooms hotay hain for rent on hourly basis<br />Unfortunately, they were all packed poor us had to sleep on chairs in the waiting lounge chairs ki arrangement aisi hui hui thi kay two chairs were facing each other main aik pair pay jakay lait gayi aur upar chadar lai liya now THAT was a horrible experience ! u try to sleep like that for two and a half hours and u know meri to do ghantoon main neend hi ur gayi!...<br /><br />Shukar hai do ghantay baad mama nay phir say pata kia to kamray khali thay hum nay liyay aur subah 4 say 9 bajay tak soye rahay<br /><br />Uthay to bording pass liya aur phir waiting lounge .<br />Board huay .<br />Teen ghantoon main Malaysia pohonch gaye<br />Yahan bhi sofia ka copy kar daiti hoon<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#6666cc;">so we got fresh at the day roomsand had a gr8 brkfast then got the passes and roamed arnd a bit againbought keychainsthen we checked in..quick flightbetter food better proggrammes, mr beans and something like candid camera it wz so funnylaughed my headMalaysia finallyI felt relievedso relieved<br /></span><br />again Malaysian airport was beautiful umcomparable to the one in isb. it was the first place where I found luggage trolleys with brakes hmmm u guys probably already know about that one<br />niway , luggage ka intazar kia teen trolleys ki zarorat pari so much baggage!...<br />after that mama tried to call one of her siblings by the way , nobody here knew about our arrival , we hadnt informed anyone<br /><br />so mama got bz calling. sofia went to the loo n akmal and I stood around feeling at a loss well akmal was I felt stupid in transit at Bangkok I had taken a bath and chaged clothes ab hamray pass hand luggage tha .. aur us main sirf akmal kay kapray thay I had to wear akmals jeans ( which was fine) and his half-sleeve shirt (which wasnt). Sath main nai aik chadar li hui thi ab Malaysia main achi khasi garmi thi aur main begum chadar oarth kay khari thi. log bhi daikh rahay thay<br /><br />us kay baad hum LRT station dhondnay niklay sath main of course trolleys theen ab lift main jana tha saman divide karkay do trolleys kar deen<br />laikan phir bhi sofia aur muje alag lift aur baqi donon ko alag lift main jana paraandar ghusay aur ain darwazay kay sahth chipkay rahay kiunkay aik aur banda bhi lift main trolley lay aya<br /><br />basement tak pohonchay ab main aur sofia lift kay khulnay ka intazar kar rahay thay darwazay ki taraf daikhtay rahay ab hamain KIA pata tha kay lift ka pichla darwaza bhi hai !!!.. hum usi ko tak rahay hain aur pichay say log ja rahay hain hamain pata chala to hans hans kay pagal hi ho gaye aik banda daikh raha tha kay aik to faux pas commit kar di hai upar say dant nikal rhahi hain but really ! it WAS very funny .<br /><br />Uff! Aur dusri chiz maybe u guyz already know but I certainly had no idea when we reached the KL station of the bullet train oh ! n that reminds me we traveled backward all the way in the train it was pretty cool except that sofia of course felt sick again ( actually the train has seats facing both ways . we didnt know which way the train wud be moving . hum to baith gaye . when the train started moving , pata laga kay hum ultay baithay huay hian J)<br /><br />Comin back to the dusri chiz I went to the toilet in the KL sentral (the station) .<br />I dont like the toilets here. kiun ?... kia hua ?...<br />Mama looked at me with a perplexed expression coz shed jus come out of the loo and she hadnt seen anything to complain about .<br />yaar ajeeb hai . is main who spray wali chiz nahi hai its ummm. Aik tuti hai .. n its ummm target-oriented<br />Sofia aur main panch minit kailiya hanstay rahay mama bhi hansi laikan it was probably coz we were laughing so uproariously coz she tol me later that she had no idea wat I meant by targe-oriented. lol<br /><br />Oh haan!!!!!!!!muje bhol hi gaya bullet train say niklay to hamain apni tickets zaya karni theenu put the ticket in the slot then pass through a gatewhich doesnt open unless a ticket has been put in the proper slot<br />Ab zahir hai harkat to kisi na kisi nay karni hi thi mama ka ticket ghum gia main aur sofia phir shuru ho gaye honestly! We laughed so much that day !<br /><br />Khair we had to buy a new ticket for mama mama had to pay double but the person who was selling the ticket said kay if mama finds the ole ticket she can use it again<br /><br />Is kay baad? mama nay khaala ko phone kia khaala nay mamoon ko bhaija .. jin to pohonchnay main char ghantay lag gaye<br />Us kay baad hum khana khanay chalay gaye aur phir khaala kay ghar<br /><br />Bas abhi kailiya itna hi kafi hai baqi kisi aur din thak gai hun type kar kar kay.<br /><br />Saara.<br /><br />PS: please reply . Takay muje pata lagay main nai fazool ki khwari nahi ki</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-112039503339345785?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1120027261747878552005-06-28T23:29:00.000-07:002006-01-13T01:35:25.080-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;">When i first arrived at Malaysia and found out that 'wax' was just not available commercially, i was amazed. MATLAB! nobody uses wax here?<br /><br />Since then of course, i'v found out that it IS available, but the price is outrageous, considering its not even enough to fully wax my arms let alone anything else.<br /><br />Fatima promised to send me some back from Pakistan, but I don't doubt it completely slipped from her mind with time. Niway, she can't keep sending it from there. Its preposterous.<br /><br />So i went online. And what do you know. Making it is SO simple.<br /><br />I made some yesterday. The sugar just wont dissolve though. Its a good thing i steamed it. I would have ended up with a lump of carbon otherwise.<br /><br />And today i waxed sofia. I'm so proud of myself! I did it quite well considering.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-112002726174787855?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1119954496678171662005-06-28T03:19:00.000-07:002006-01-13T01:32:12.600-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;"><em>If the only reply to your statement is : " Hmmm, that happens", you'll know you were better off silent anyway.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>If a person jokingly repeats something for the umpteenth time, you'll know it wasn't really a joke to begin with.</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-111995449667817166?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1119867822247473662005-06-27T03:09:00.000-07:002006-01-13T01:31:29.196-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;"><em>Once, Asima asked me , "How horrible it would be; don't you think? If there were no colours in this world?"</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>"We wouldn't know," I replied.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>And she gave me that look. DUH!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>" I meant, if there had been no colours , we wouldn't have known. Wouldn't be horrible then would it ?".</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>My own reply has always intrigued me. Ironically, i wasn't thinking about how 'horrible' it would be. Instead, i was wondering about her perspective of it being unpleasant. To me, it didnt really make much of a difference either way.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"><em></em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-111986782224747366?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1119702968011125152005-06-25T05:20:00.000-07:002006-01-13T01:30:48.273-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"><em>i<span style="font-size:100%;"> deleted quite a few of my contacts ...</span></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>i dunno. i used to have fun talkin to complete strangers. Now, i jus think i'v been a complete flirt. N its jus been a complete waste of time . But i HAVE found some good friends. :)</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>i hope to keep them for as long as possible.</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-111970296801112515?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13917481.post-1119595257654089372005-06-23T23:27:00.001-07:002006-01-13T01:30:06.310-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#000000;"><em>In the car just now, remembered a theory i once had about driving on narrow roads. I've always thought there should be more accidents considering some of the conditions one has to drive in. Then i thought, maybe we would have if God hadn't intervened. Maybe stuff just moves out of the way as we cruise along unaware. And when we are meant to have an accident, He just doesn't do it .</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><em>Guess how i came up with this.</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><em>The 'Knight Bus' :D</em></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13917481-111959525765408937?l=entirelyme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Entirelymenoreply@blogger.com0