convs. between psychowork and daggers1

8th November 2005

ME!!!:D : sowie...
ME!!!:D : pc apni usual masti kar rahi hai
Sound of Silence:oh ok
Sound of Silence:lol
ME!!!:D : hey !!!!!!!!!
ME!!!:D : i tot u'd del this pic !!!!!!!!!!!!
ME!!!:D : is main bhi i suppose i look 12?
Sound of Silence:you loook very much Saara!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME!!!:D : ^o) what does that mean ?
ME!!!:D : btw... this smiley is not a 'sarcastic' smiley ...
Sound of Silence:that means u look very much haider's choice;)
ME!!!:D : it jus means ...i dont get what ur sayin ...
ME!!!:D : oooo!!! im so glad:P:P:P:P:P
ME!!!:D : doesnt the age diff ever bother u ... i mean i know its pretty common... par phir bhi ?
Sound of Silence:i guess i should ask u this question
Sound of Silence: well mentally any person is compatible then physical appearance doesnt matter
ME!!!:D ::)... EXCELLENT strategy ...
ME!!!:D : jus turn the talbes on me :P
ME!!!:D : table*
Sound of Silence: :P
ME!!!:D : khair ...
ME!!!:D : bout me ...
ME!!!:D : well... im extremely intimidated ...
ME!!!:D : matlab ... i know u think im very sarcastic par meray lihaz say main nai apnay ap ko bohot control main rakha hua hia ....
ME!!!:D : par at the same time ...
ME!!!:D : muje lagta hia kay...
ME!!!:D : its a good thing...
ME!!!:D : coz if ud been too close to my age ...
ME!!!:D : i'd prolly be trampling all over u ...
ME!!!:D : this way u keep me in check
ME!!!:D ::D
Sound of Silence: so what else
Sound of Silence: say somthing saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaara
ME!!!:D : lol...
ME!!!:D : matlab itni lambi bongi mari hai
ME!!!:D : agay say koi comment hi mar daita hai banda
ME!!!:D : ya phir messages milay hi nahi ?
Sound of Silence: maara thaa phir delete kiya
Sound of Silence: coz comment mairay khud samujh main nahee araha thaa:)
ME!!!:D : lol
ME!!!:D : phir muje log kahtay hain kay confused hai
Sound of Silence: i mean i couldnt understand my onw comment os i deleted it:)
Sound of Silence: lol
ME!!!:D : yeah i know... i understodd
ME!!!:D : so... how come this pic is still with u ?
ME!!!:D : i tot i asked u to del it
ME!!!:D : n i tot u did
i ME!!!:D : nfact i remember u tellin methat u did
Sound of Silence: coz i dont have nay pic of urs so i kept it with me
Sound of Silence: i did
ME!!!:D : n u lied ?
Sound of Silence: but if u remember i told u that my pc got some virus and i had to reinstall everything so when i took the backup i saw the pic still in my my document
ME!!!:D : ahan
Sound of Silence: i didnt lied i hide:)
ME!!!:D : n since i din rememeber to tell u kay back up wala bhi del kardain
Sound of Silence::$
ME!!!:D : u din
Sound of Silence: no u never said that ok
ME!!!:D ::S
ME!!!:D : wohi to main kah rahi hon
ME!!!:D : i dint ... so u took the liberty of assuming k its ok
ME!!!:D : hain a?
i wish u hadnt ...
Sound of Silence: i guess so
Sound of Silence: tell me onthing..do u really think that u can live with me happily...
ME!!!:D : i have no doubts of my capcity to love ...
ME!!!:D : its the reciprocation that i fear ...
Sound of Silence: well
ME!!!:D : 'v always tended to love ppl a bit too much more than they deserve
Sound of Silence: so do i deserve or not?
ME!!!:D : n seriously ur gettint he brunt of everybody else's faults ...
Sound of Silence: lol
ME!!!:D : well ...
ME!!!:D : i love you ...
ME!!!:D : n seriously hope k i don get any reason to have to wipe it out
Sound of Silence: :-O you do....* i thought u just like me and trying to develop feelings...
Sound of Silence: oh god ill fall from my chair now
ME!!!:D : ol...
Sound of Silence sent the wink "Bow"
ME!!!:D : nah ... im VERY VERY stron wen it comes to controllin emotions
ME!!!:D : lol
ME!!!:D : as in ... NOT SHOWIN wat i feel
Sound of Silence: this "I LOVE YOU " IS YOUR HORMONE REACTION OR THE PERMANENT THING
Sound of Silence: :)
ME!!!:D : or ...
ME!!!:D : ts as permanent as u'll allow it to be ...
Sound of Silence::) OK
ME!!!:D : lol
ME!!!:D : im sorry ... i cant actually say it on the phone
ME!!!:D : ts jus NOT me
Sound of Silence: i know that saara...:)
Sound of Silence: lol
ME!!!:D : aur waisay bhi ... like i said ... i dont beleve in words...
ME!!!:D : iv always had much better ways of expressin my feelings...
Sound of Silence: belive it or not i love you more then u can even think of it
ME!!!:D : its jus a matter of patiecne on ur part ...
ME!!!:D : bas bas ...
ME!!!:D : thik hia ... ziada romantic honay ki zarorat nahi
Sound of Silence: so do u think i am expressive enuff to show how much i love you?
ME!!!:D : i KNOW...
ME!!!:D : are u kiddin?.... ur DYIN to say it ...
Sound of Silence: :$lol
ME!!!:D : but iv been puttin on a good reign dont u think
Sound of Silence: yes i agree
Sound of Silence::)
ME!!!:D : actually ... i dont want to spend the measly hour that v have everyday on love talks
ME!!!:D : its jus bout the stupidest thin to do....
Sound of Silence: its not about love talks only its also about understanding eachother
ME!!!:D : dont worry
ME!!!:D : i understand u quite well...
Sound of Silence: i call u everyday so we can know eachother more
ME!!!:D : aur rahi baat whether U understan ME...
ME!!!:D : EXACTLY
Sound of Silence::)
ME!!!:D : no point wasting it on romance ...
Sound of Silence: when u like or love someone so romance is automatically ther but i would prefer to spend time understanding eachother ...
ME!!!:D : good ...
ME!!!:D : coz im not allowin any love talks MR HAIDER :
ME!!!:D : :P
Sound of Silence: hehehe
Sound of Silence: is this a threat;)
Sound of Silence: lol
ME!!!:D ::D;)... beleve me
Sound of Silence: and is this will last til marriage or even after marriage:)
ME!!!:D : KNOW EXACLTY how much power i have over u
ME!!!:D : lol...
ME!!!:D : set the rules:P
ME!!!:D : u wait n see what happens
Sound of Silence: heheheh
Sound of Silence: oh god i am scared now:)
ME!!!:D : lol
Sound of Silence: so what will happen
Sound of Silence: nwo i am excited:)
ME!!!:D : as well u shud ...
ME!!!:D : lol...
ME!!!:D : bas bas ... tameez
ME!!!:D : lets switch topics ...
ME!!!:D : iv been meanin to ask u
ME!!!:D : do u agree that i can b very stubborn at times ...?even hard headed?
Sound of Silence: lol...i know you are,,,
Sound of Silence: but
Sound of Silence: i dont think its stubborn or hard headed as u have reason which are common to mine
ME!!!:D : ok..... n u also know ... k i have weird ideas bout some stuff ...'eccentric' is the word u used
Sound of Silence: yes
ME!!!:D : n thrs something that iv always wanted to do... its jus an idea ... n im not sure yet how determined bout it i am ... par supposing i become EXTREMELY determined ... i wanna know how ur gonna handle it
Sound of Silence: like what
Sound of Silence: tell me
ME!!!:D : its a big undertaking... n seriously widout ur support its bound to be useless..
Sound of Silence: tell me
ME!!!:D : well... for me career had never been of any importance ... for all my good results n brains i havent an iota of ambition...
ME!!!:D : what i want is a family to look after ...
ME!!!:D : ME!!!:D : n i have nothing against havin kids ...
ME!!!:D : but i once read about a family ...
ME!!!:D : they ... ummm adopted kids from all over the world...
ME!!!:D : so it was kinda a multicultural family ...
ME!!!:D : the idea has always intrigued...
ME!!!:D : n iv read about unmarried women adopting kids ...
ME!!!:D : i guess its jjus that ...
ME!!!:D : i feel kay there are so many kids out thr whom i can love ...
ME!!!:D : who are suffering ...
Sound of Silence: i know what u mean
ME!!!:D ::S
Sound of Silence: saara ill call u on this after an hour
Sound of Silence: is that ok
ME!!!:D : call ?
ME!!!:D : ummm
Sound of Silence: i have to go now
ME!!!:D : ok
Sound of Silence: ill call u
Sound of Silence: ok
ME!!!:D : but dont call
ME!!!:D : kal hi baat hogi
Sound of Silence: i will;)
Sound of Silence: ok
ME!!!:D : k then
Sound of Silence: the only reaos ill call coz i dont wnat u think that i havnt take ur topic seriously
ME!!!:D : so are u or are u not callin g?
Sound of Silence: its just i was reading u rmessage and suddenly hav to go for some office work
Sound of Silence: i wll
ME!!!:D : that's ok i understand
ME!!!:D : (})
Sound of Silence: take care love u a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME!!!:D : sometimes its hard to control
ME!!!:D : sigh
Sound of Silence: ({)
ME!!!:D : yeah
Sound of Silence: thanks:)
Sound of Silence: bye
Sound of Silence: Allah Hafiz
ME!!!:D : bye
ME!!!:D : Allah hafiz