fatima's testimonial...

Saara: i have known this fine young lady for 4 years now [ hanna? :P ] and not a day has passed by when she hasnt managed to amaze me with her intelligence, her sweetness and her unlimited ability to help others. Ufff she is soo sweet there are dayz when she would make u feel sick of her sweetness!! [ seriously :P ] i remeber the first time i asked her for her number she hesitated - ' zaida call na karna ghar walay tang hotay hain ' - lol . That is how our friendship really started; me calling her endlessly ,then going over at her place, even staying there for dayz n dayz - she was the first girl my mom trusted enough to lemme sleep ova [:)] Thanku for eveything u did in those dayz! n never make the mistake of thinking u really know her very well - You Do not!!!! Bari complicated kisam ki bachi hay - But i love her:) [ meray say nahi ho rahi zaida tareefain - itni par hi guzara karoo :P ]

This is me close buddy Fatima... life has a way of taking you away from those closest to you...

haider's testimonial ...

Saara exudes this originality which isn't a common trait among the current lot...just by talking to her u know that here's someone who's completely herself, doesnt indulge in frivolity, has her head firmly planted on her shoulders......yes, she can be freakingly eccentric at times which is why we get along so well haha...she's really well-read and has such insight on a variety of things, that many a time i feel like a daft juvenile who has a long way to go, and lots to see...she has her moments when she keeps to herself, and then there are moments when she's simply 'relentless'...that's just "SAARA"for you...u cant help to develop a strong bond with her, regardless of the amount of time uve known her for..i recommend that everyone gets a good dose of SAARA-ness..it'll do a world of a good... By the way becarefull while writing her name coz "its Saara not Sara" ..lol... The Most original and sweetest person i have ever met .

Never in my life has anybody made such an obvious effort to tell me how nice they think i am. I admit, i was flattered... not least coz i had DEFINITELY not expected it... a lot of thought went into writing this one. THANX HAIDER :)

a few home truths...

recently i befriended a guy eight years elder to me ...
the net of course ... since then v'v talked on the phone and met once ...
in the presence of a chaperone mind...lol

since the time i'v started chatting online... my perspective of the people i meet has parallels to the traditional 'imaginary friends'...
their physical absence has always made me bolder and more confident of myself...

infact... the esssence of me is more clearly exposed online ...

somehow... not having ppl judge my appearence before teh self is liberating... not that im ugly...its jus so ...

anyway ... in the one and a half year that i'v been actively using the messenger ... iv had numerous proposals... some undoubtedly bogus... but others painfully ernest... how anybody can judge me jus lookin at words id typed across an unknown distance... i dunno ...

the first one was teh worse... it took me completely unawares... id talked to the guy only bout six or seven times... many of those wer e arguments... to ME it had been apparent from the start we din click ... lev alone destined to b partners for life ...

since then i'v been watchful of would be lovers ... (i would like to change this word to 'boyfriends' par even that doesnt click... so pick whichever you feel is the rite one)

this guy i started out talking about ... showed signs early on of bein interested in me ...i enjoyed talking to him (our conversations clean in every sense mind!) ... so i warned him from the beginning that i'd better not receive a proposal from him...

i beleve he found the idea ridiculous at that time... i din care ... as long as he DIN...